CBT attempt tonight with SN

[WantThisToEnd]

I have my SN now and tonight is the big night. I'm 3.5 hours into my 8 hour fast and have everything waiting in my closet — including the kitchen scale I stole up to my room. Just have to wait until everyone is asleep.

I'll be doing the stat dose. But taking 40 mg of metoclopramide instead of 30. Also, I'll be doing 33 g of SN in approximately 100 ml of water instead of the recommended 25. I know that a higher quantity might make it more likely that I'll throw up, but I'll be preparing 3 glasses of 33 g SN total in case I throw up.

I want to use up all of my 100 g in this attempt, rather than saving a quarter of the SN or something which would be pretty useless. If it doesn't work this time, I'll just have to find a different method. Although I don't really have any access to any, so I'm really REALLY hoping this works.

I'll post after I've taken it if I can. And I'll definitely post if it wasn't successful.

Wish me luck. And feel free to offer any advice.

 

[CantDoIt]

I have my SN now and tonight is the big night. I'm 3.5 hours into my 8 hour fast and have everything waiting in my closet — including the kitchen scale I stole up to my room. Just have to wait until everyone is asleep.

I'll be doing the stat dose. But taking 40 mg of metoclopramide instead of 30. Also, I'll be doing 33 g of SN in approximately 100 ml of water instead of the recommended 25. I know that a higher quantity might make it more likely that I'll throw up, but I'll be preparing 3 glasses of 33 g SN total in case I throw up.

I want to use up all of my 100 g in this attempt, rather than saving a quarter of the SN or something which would be pretty useless. If it doesn't work this time, I'll just have to find a different method. Although I don't really have any access to any, so I'm really REALLY hoping this works.

I'll post after I've taken it if I can. And I'll definitely post if it wasn't successful.

Wish me luck. And feel free to offer any advice.

I wish you peace and we will be here if anything goes differently than expected. Can I ask what happened last time you attempted with SN?

 

[WantThisToEnd]

I wish you peace and we will be here if anything goes differently than expected. Can I ask what happened last time you attempted with SN?

Thank you! And I've never attempted with SN before. Did I imply I had? I didn't mean to.

 

[CantDoIt]

Thank you! And I've never attempted with SN before. Did I imply I had? I didn't mean to.

Oh no I think 'this time' confused me but you just meant this time as in the first time, haha

 

[Kurai]

Good luck and wishing you peace

 

[Worndown]

Best wishes on your journey!

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I hope everything goes as you desire and that you find the peace you deserve.

 

[Unknown21]

Goodluck, hope you find peace.

 

[WantThisToEnd]

I have my SN now and tonight is the big night. I'm 3.5 hours into my 8 hour fast and have everything waiting in my closet — including the kitchen scale I stole up to my room. Just have to wait until everyone is asleep.

I'll be doing the stat dose. But taking 40 mg of metoclopramide instead of 30. Also, I'll be doing 33 g of SN in approximately 100 ml of water instead of the recommended 25. I know that a higher quantity might make it more likely that I'll throw up, but I'll be preparing 3 glasses of 33 g SN total in case I throw up.

I want to use up all of my 100 g in this attempt, rather than saving a quarter of the SN or something which would be pretty useless. If it doesn't work this time, I'll just have to find a different method. Although I don't really have any access to any, so I'm really REALLY hoping this works.

I'll post after I've taken it if I can. And I'll definitely post if it wasn't successful.

Wish me luck. And feel free to offer any advice.

Oh, also, I'll be taking 600 mg of ibuprofen an hour beforehand. And the meto 40 minutes before.

 

[LapseInTime]

Rest easy! Hope everything goes according to plan and I wish that there is 0 discomfort in the process!

 

[DoneWithThisLife]

Good luck. I hope you find peace.

 

[Davey40210]

Wishing you a peaceful journey.

 

[phoebie467]

I hope everything goes as planned

 

[Ariii]

Good luck! I hope you finally find peace <3

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

 

[nibbleone]

Good luck. If you can, report the symptoms.

 

[heavyeyes]

I wish you the best of luck If you're able to please let us know how it goes for you

 

[Plato'sCaveDweller]

Good luck! I hope the process is not too uncomfortable.

 

[DedCircut303]

I hope things go the way you want and you find peace.

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

wish you luck, hope you can finally feel peace

 

[Nikitatos]

How's it going?

 

[WantThisToEnd]

How's it going?

So far so good. Took the ibuprofen, mixed the drinks, took the meto. Now just gotta wait 40 minutes until I take the drink.

 

[MourningDove]

So far so good. Took the ibuprofen, mixed the drinks, took the meto. Now just gotta wait 40 minutes until I take the drink.

I have the best of wishes for you :_)

 

[blessforus]

So far so good. Took the ibuprofen, mixed the drinks, took the meto. Now just gotta wait 40 minutes until I take the drink.

peace to you

 

[Theresnoescape]

Good luck, I hope you find the peace you're looking for.

 

[WantThisToEnd]

Just drank it. Tasted so gross. Might throw up. Heart beating fast.

 

[syde44]

Hope you will not suffer, and find peace

Just drank it. Tasted so gross. Might throw up. Heart beating fast.

The taste is very salted

 

[Nikitatos]

Almost there

 

[nir]

Just drank it. Tasted so gross. Might throw up. Heart beating fast.

How are you feeling now?

 

[syde44]

Technically, if everything went well, he should have lost consciousness...
Hoping that peace is the outcome