Catching the bus tonight

[jgm63]

If you have something that measures ml, then 25g SN is about 12ml....

e.g. put 1.5 spoonfuls into measuring glass, and check it looks a bit more than 10ml

 

[charlottewilts]

I'm sorry to hear that you might be hospitalised tomorrow. I hope this does not add additional stress to your journey, and if all goes as you planned, I hope that your friends will understand your decision and that your pets will continue to be as loved as they were by you. Great idea to put on some Spongebob as you go, I might put on some good ol Charlie Brown when it's my time to join you. Take care, and goodbye, sister

 

[less than]

You're very kind due you spend your time to reply almost all posts on your thread. Hugs to you NeCkDeEp. I'll miss your presence.

 

[NeCkDeEp]

I've enjoyed your company the short time I've been here. I've come to understand that you really suffer, even though you seldom have complained about it. I can tell that you are determined to leave and that nothing I can say will sway you, but I wish you would stay a little longer. I'm sure you will sleep well among the stars.

Ah this is so sweet and I really enjoyed seeing you here as well.
I really hope that you'll find what you are looking for and wish you nothing but the best.

I feel connected to you bro. Hope it goes well for you. Keep us updated. Pain and the like....how you feel and everything.

I'm a girl tho but thank you I will.

I feel quite calm, only 2 more rounds of meds and after that SN.
I'm gonna set enough food and water for my pets ready just in case, I have sent the delayed text to the suicide hotline to call the cops 8 hours after the tempt.
My loved ones will receive the delayed texts 12 hours after the attempt, I trust that the suicide hotline will call the cops but ye just in case leaving enough food for at least 32 hours (tested it after the first attempt lol) for my pets

If you have something that measures ml, then 25g SN is about 12ml....

e.g. put 1.5 spoonfuls into measuring glass, and check it looks a bit more than 10ml

I'm bad at math this kills my brain hahhahaha I'll see what I can do.

I'm sorry to hear that you might be hospitalised tomorrow. I hope this does not add additional stress to your journey, and if all goes as you planned, I hope that your friends will understand your decision and that your pets will continue to be as loved as they were by you. Great idea to put on some Spongebob as you go, I might put on some good ol Charlie Brown when it's my time to join you. Take care, and goodbye, sister

Yes so I fucking need to succeed.
Nah I'm quite calm now thank you.
I really hope so I'm afraid that my closest friend might be really upset, I've ordered her today a hoodie with a double chin angle of me + a pillow of all my ugliest angles with a card and some chocolate. I hope that this helps her a bit with the grief besides the Google drive document and good bye text.
Spongebob is the answer.
Thank you so much, I have enjoyed getting to know you for a bit and I hope the best for you & wish you nothing but the best!

You're very kind due you spend your time to reply almost all posts on your thread. Hugs to you NeCkDeEp. I'll miss your presence.

The time passes like a race car if I do this, no in all honesty I prefer to reply to everyone instead of ignoring someone while people are just sooo supportive and sweet rn. I really appreciate this.
Hugs back!

 

[Ark]

What meds do you still have to do and when? I am here with you and I hope you find the peace you deserve no matter what @NeCkDeEp

 

[snorli]

Spongebob is the answer . Wishing you all the best in whatever you proceed to do.

 

[The nerd]

Sorry ma'm! Didn't know. Please keep posting how you feel after the SN.

 

[LonelyHopelessDude]

Again, I hope you will travel safe to the unknown

We will miss you here

 

[NeCkDeEp]

What meds do you still have to do and when? I am here with you and I hope you find the peace you deserve no matter what @NeCkDeEp

I just had everything. :)

Spongebob is the answer . Wishing you all the best in whatever you proceed to do.

Thank you so much.

Sorry ma'm! Didn't know. Please keep posting how you feel after the SN.

No worries I will but will also need to be aware of logging out on time and deleting history before I pass out, so I won't reply to everyone's comment after SN.

Again, I hope you will travel safe to the unknown

We will miss you here

Thank you so much!!

One of my rabbits is suddenly so hyper and keeps running around, literally 10 minutes before I drink SN should he feel that something is gonna happen?
I heard somewhere that pets are quite sensitive and can feel things like this..

 

[The nerd]

I just had everything. :)

Thank you so much.

No worries I will but will also need to be aware of logging out on time and deleting history before I pass out, so I won't reply to everyone's comment after SN.

Thank you so much!!

One of my rabbits is suddenly so hyper and keeps running around, literally 10 minutes before I drink SN should he feel that something is gonna happen?
I heard somewhere that pets are quite sensitive and can feel things like this..

Good luck. You're braver than most.

 

[Carina]

Animals, from what I've found, tend to react to their owners actions--they may be sensing something different in you. And again, good luck.

 

[APharmaDestroyedLife]

I just had everything. :)

Thank you so much.

No worries I will but will also need to be aware of logging out on time and deleting history before I pass out, so I won't reply to everyone's comment after SN.

Thank you so much!!

One of my rabbits is suddenly so hyper and keeps running around, literally 10 minutes before I drink SN should he feel that something is gonna happen?
I heard somewhere that pets are quite sensitive and can feel things like this..

Animals know things, they are intune with other energy than we are. Your rabbit is probably picking up on your emotional state

 

[jgm63]

If you decide to proceed, then wishing you safe travels

 

[Lotus1818]

Heel veel succes ik ga je missen

 

[Dripping]

people are just sooo supportive and sweet rn.

We are as so because you mean so much to me, and to the other too i suppose.
You are loved, all is at peace now. Godspeed. and, please, don't forget to say Sara how much I deeply Love her.

 

[NeCkDeEp]

Good luck. You're braver than most.

Thank you! 5 more minutes ah.

Animals, from what I've found, tend to react to their owners actions--they may be sensing something different in you. And again, good luck.

Yeah they probably know.

Pets know things, they are intune with other energy than we are. Your rabbit is probably picking up on your emotional state

It's so sad ohmygod I really hope that the cops will give my pets lots of love and treats tomorrow. They'll need it.

If you decide to proceed, then wishing you safe travels

Thank you!

Heel veel succes ik ga je missen

Dankjewel! Ik ga jou ook missen en wens je echt het beste

We are as so because you mean so much to me, and to the other too i suppose.
You are loved, all is at peace now. Godspeed. and, please, don't forget to say Sara how much I deeply Love her.

Thank you so much I will!!

 

[Root]

Good luck!

 

[Meant2Die]

Wishing you luck and a peaceful journey NeckDeep! You deserve some rest, love and light. I hope you danced tonight like last time, and I hope you dance there too when you get to the other side

 

[Norway]

Thank you! 5 more minutes ah.

Yeah they probably know.

It's so sad ohmygod I really hope that the cops will give my pets lots of love and treats tomorrow. They'll need it.

Thank you!

Dankjewel! Ik ga jou ook missen en wens je echt het beste

Thank you so much I will!!

Good luck, safe travel

 

[EmptyArms]

Wishing you the sweetest of sleeps ❤

 

[NeCkDeEp]

Good luck!

Thank you!!


Aaaaa thank you all!!

I just drank SN and holy shoot it really taste like sea water lol

 

[x-Ace-x]

Have u just taken SN?

 

[Marctic]

Wishing you safe travels

 

[x-Ace-x]

The journey begins :) Love u and take care

 

[less than]

We're here for you. Virtual holding your hands.

 

[NeCkDeEp]

I just drank SN yeah and am waiting for some symptoms for god's sake.

Thank you Marctic!!

All I'm craving rn is chicken nuggets haha fuck

 

[Lotus1818]

I just drank SN yeah and am waiting for some symptoms for god's sake.

Thank you Marctic!!

All I'm craving rn is chicken nuggets haha fuck

I hope it's painless and peaceful

 

[Tired_M]

Wishing you a smooth transition. I hope you'll achieve peace this time. Best wishes

 

[Ouchreject]

Good luck

 

[hhsp]

Thank you!!


Aaaaa thank you all!!

I just drank SN and holy shoot it really taste like sea water lol

well sea water is not terribly bad, I thought it might taste really terrible. So it seems quite easy to keep it down as well?