• UK users: Due to a formal investigation into this site by Ofcom under the UK Online Safety Act 2023, we strongly recommend using a trusted, no-logs VPN. This will help protect your privacy, bypass censorship, and maintain secure access to the site. Read the full VPN guide here.

  • Hey Guest,

    Today, OFCOM launched an official investigation into Sanctioned Suicide under the UK’s Online Safety Act. This has already made headlines across the UK.

    This is a clear and unprecedented overreach by a foreign regulator against a U.S.-based platform. We reject this interference and will be defending the site’s existence and mission.

    In addition to our public response, we are currently seeking legal representation to ensure the best possible defense in this matter. If you are a lawyer or know of one who may be able to assist, please contact us at [email protected].

    Read our statement here:

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC): 34HyDHTvEhXfPfb716EeEkEHXzqhwtow1L
    Ethereum (ETH): 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9
    Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8
TeenIdle

TeenIdle

Member
Feb 29, 2020
99
Finally I'm ready in the exact moment to ctb. After so much suffering with my depression, avoidant personality disorder, body dysmorphia, identity crisis, etc. I hope I'm finally free and happy.

I'll take the SN at 2:00 in europe. I dont have meto, so I'll just be taking benzos, antiacid and painkillers. Wish me luck.

Goodbye everybody, I hope everything goes better for y'all ✌
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
  • Aww..
Reactions: Broken Chimera, Zyntkalla, deadgirlahsatan and 40 others
ExitStageLeft

ExitStageLeft

Experienced
Mar 7, 2020
233
Good luck and safe voyages.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Zyntkalla, LADY007 and death137
R

rt1989526

Paragon
Aug 2, 2020
935
I have the exact same problems you described. I wish you peace and no pain my friend. Love and light :heart:
 
  • Like
Reactions: Defenestration, deadgirlahsatan, LADY007 and 1 other person
BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
Wishing you a safe passage on your journey and hoping its as painless as possible. Sad to see another one leave. Sending love ❤️
 
  • Like
Reactions: deadgirlahsatan, Huntfish34, LADY007 and 1 other person
Passerby

Passerby

Been a guest viewer on here for years
Jul 7, 2020
100
Wish i could do something to talk you out of it, but that would be wrong of me.

I wish you all the love, luck, and i hope you find the peace you're looking for.
 
  • Like
Reactions: deadgirlahsatan, Huntfish34 and death137
death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
Wish you the best.
 
  • Love
Reactions: deadgirlahsatan and Deleted member 4993
W

whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,264
Wishing you all the peace and love in this world and beyond. I do not even know you but i LOVE and CHERISH you as a global family memeber. My heart goes out to you. Love and total peace to you my dear friend.
 
  • Love
Reactions: Zyntkalla, deadgirlahsatan and Deleted member 4993
A

Anonymoussn

Specialist
May 12, 2020
379
Sorry to hear it has come to this. May I ask if you mean British time, or Spanish time (or one of the other time zones?) When you say 2 a.m? I only ask because if I'm awake I will think of you and wish you all the best.

I hope that whatever happens you gain the freedom and happiness that you are so desperately after. Best wishes!
 
  • Love
Reactions: deadgirlahsatan and Deleted member 4993
miguel6565

miguel6565

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2020
421
I wish you peace :heart:
 
  • Love
Reactions: deadgirlahsatan and Deleted member 4993
AprilsBlessings

AprilsBlessings

Our tainted history is playing on repeat
Jul 26, 2020
172
I hope you find peace :heart:
 
  • Love
Reactions: deadgirlahsatan and Deleted member 4993
Denise2207

Denise2207

Member
Aug 9, 2020
54
I'm sorry life has brought you to this point. Wishing you a very peaceful journey. Sending you lots of love and hugs xx
 
  • Love
Reactions: deadgirlahsatan and Deleted member 4993
TeenIdle

TeenIdle

Member
Feb 29, 2020
99
Thank you for your lovely messages guys, I'll keep updating
Sorry to hear it has come to this. May I ask if you mean British time, or Spanish time (or one of the other time zones?) When you say 2 a.m? I only ask because if I'm awake I will think of you and wish you all the best.

I hope that whatever happens you gain the freedom and happiness that you are so desperately after. Best wishes!
Spanish time
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: deadgirlahsatan and Deleted member 4993
TheNorthernSilence

TheNorthernSilence

Arcanist
Nov 13, 2018
429
I remember you, you wrote me earlier about AvPD. I'm really sad to see you go. I wish there was another way but I respect your decision. Hugs
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: deadgirlahsatan, Deleted member 4993, Huntfish34 and 1 other person
Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
Best of luck in your travels. I hope it is a peaceful journey for you even without the meto :heart:
 
  • Love
Reactions: deadgirlahsatan and Deleted member 4993
F

Flump

Student
Jan 14, 2020
106
❤️
 
  • Love
Reactions: deadgirlahsatan and Deleted member 4993
G

Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
I hope your journey is swift, and brings you peace and relief.
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: deadgirlahsatan, Deleted member 4993 and TeenIdle
T

TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
Sad to see you go. :aw:
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: Zyntkalla, deadgirlahsatan, Deleted member 4993 and 1 other person
LenkaX

LenkaX

Maybe there is a hope!
Aug 14, 2020
366
Let your last journey will be peaceful!
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: deadgirlahsatan, Deleted member 4993, Huntfish34 and 1 other person
B

Brackenshire

Arcanist
Feb 23, 2020
467
A calm heart and a peaceful journey friend if you decide to stay welcome home ❤
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: Deleted member 1768, deadgirlahsatan, Deleted member 4993 and 2 others
T

TheQ22

Enlightened
Aug 17, 2020
1,097
Have a great journey, sorry it has to be this way.
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: deadgirlahsatan, Deleted member 4993 and TeenIdle
TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,963
I wish you luck in a peaceful and comfortable transition into the unknown. :hug:
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: deadgirlahsatan, Deleted member 4993, TeenIdle and 1 other person
Busoccupant

Busoccupant

Member
Aug 18, 2020
32
I wish you the best. I'll go with SN without antiemetics just like you. Hopefully it works.
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: deadgirlahsatan, Deleted member 4993 and TeenIdle
grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,110
I wish you good luck and painless journey. I'll join you this week.
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: deadgirlahsatan, Deleted member 4993 and TeenIdle
Alec

Alec

Wizard
Apr 22, 2019
680
I'm so sorry you are in this situation, I hope it's as painless and quick as possible!! I'm also in Spain, I'm thinking about you, and I'm with you! You are incredibly brave and I wish I could hug you. I hope everything works out the way you want it to. I love you, and you deserve better.❤️❤️❤️
 
  • Like
  • Love
  • Hugs
Reactions: deadgirlahsatan, Deleted member 4993, Ἡγησίας and 2 others
VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
i hope your journey goes well. wishing you peace. :heart:
 
  • Love
Reactions: Zyntkalla, deadgirlahsatan and Deleted member 4993
roju

roju

Member
Jul 2, 2020
29
Lo siento mucho. Espero que consigas paz... Lamento esta situación. Si necesitas hablar estaremos por aquí.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Deleted member 4993, Bzrluvtriangle, Huntfish34 and 1 other person
H

Hopeindeath!

Warlock
Dec 7, 2019
799
I wish you peace. :hug:
 
  • Love
Reactions: deadgirlahsatan and Deleted member 4993
muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,187
I wish you a peaceful transition to the other side :heart:
 
  • Love
Reactions: deadgirlahsatan and Deleted member 4993
TeenIdle

TeenIdle

Member
Feb 29, 2020
99
Just took ibuprofen and benzos 15 minutes ago... I'll delay the taking of SN
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: deadgirlahsatan, Linkous M, whywere and 1 other person
Lmd

Lmd

Elementalist
Jul 12, 2020
812
love u...mucha suerte :(
 
  • Love
Reactions: TeenIdle

Similar threads

sadworm
Replies
3
Views
229
Suicide Discussion
Hollowman
H
N
Replies
4
Views
573
Suicide Discussion
EternalShore
EternalShore
foggyskies_
Replies
1
Views
222
Recovery
quietbird
Q
ScaredOfMachines
Replies
19
Views
1K
Suicide Discussion
human909
human909
Tuonetar_
Replies
46
Views
4K
Suicide Discussion
selfsabotagequeen
S