Has anybody else contemplated CTB as, well, a power fantasy? I would sometimes read books or watch anime/let's plays and think "I don't have the balls, but I would just catch the bus to get out of there." In that situation irl?
The only people who would learn of me ctb'ing would all be people who I don't care for and plenty who I can name have hurt me. I don't thing my ctb note could ever ostracize the people I hate or get people fired, but I still wish it would. I wish it would at least get whispered that this family's dead daughter was so unstable, she made unforgivable accusations, and for once those people would have to answer for their negligence with being Othered and raising an unforgivable bitch.
Imagine that, on the bus, finally getting to hurt the people who hurt you and to not have to answer for any of it. It would suck never seeing if my note truly ruined any lives, but on the bright side, I would be ignorant of it failing and get to keep daydream of how I sent people lives into a downward spiral. Assuming there is an afterlife with that last sentence that is.
The only people who would learn of me ctb'ing would all be people who I don't care for and plenty who I can name have hurt me. I don't thing my ctb note could ever ostracize the people I hate or get people fired, but I still wish it would. I wish it would at least get whispered that this family's dead daughter was so unstable, she made unforgivable accusations, and for once those people would have to answer for their negligence with being Othered and raising an unforgivable bitch.
Imagine that, on the bus, finally getting to hurt the people who hurt you and to not have to answer for any of it. It would suck never seeing if my note truly ruined any lives, but on the bright side, I would be ignorant of it failing and get to keep daydream of how I sent people lives into a downward spiral. Assuming there is an afterlife with that last sentence that is.
