Casually practicing methods

[nomore1219]

I'm home alone and have been casually practicing methods all night and reading everything I can on this forum.

I've been trying partial but can't get it right and I have been laying down and trying to use a rope and spoon as a tourniquet. It's not working either.

I'm at this weird point where I'm not trying super hard to kms but (whether this is possible or not) I keep hoping to just black out while practicing and drift off into nothingness. Can anyone relate?

 

[lizzywizzy09]

Yes, this was me a few years ago. Practicing suspension with a cord in the door way. It was quite freaky even applying a little pressure. I even put a bag over my head once and made myself claustrophobic. *Facepalm* The things we do when we want to ctb.