cant wait

[LastLoveSong]

cant wait to be alone on valentines day for another year cant wait to be alone on easter for another year cant wait to be alone on christmas for another year cant wait to be alone on my birthday for another year cant wait to stay traumatised but at the same time not at all for another year cant wait to not understand why people ignore me for another year cant wait to be paranoid for another year cant wait to watch people on sasu be able to articulate their emotions much better than me for another year cant wait to be good at nothing for another year cant wait to have no interests for another year cant wait to still not have my first kiss for another year cant wait to have nobody give a shit about me for another year cant wait to be scared as to why people still exist when humanity is objectively evil for another year cant wait to starve for another year cant wait to be broke for another year cant wait to be abused for another year cant wait to never be the same person i used to be for another year cant wait to have no friends for another year cant wait to have nobody love me for another year cant wait to hate everything for another year cant wait to have to do laundry for another year cant wait to have problems i cant even talk about here for another year cant wait why wont you just die i dont understand


this is the part where you react with hugs because you dont know what else to do

 

[CogitoMori]

We don't know what to do because a lot of us are in the same boat. Some of us have people but still feel alone with them due to lack of safety. Some of us would help if we knew how.

 

[GoSan1]

First you should maybe put two "" in your post as the final sentence might make it sound as if you're asking someone else why they don't just end it...

There is nothing that we can do, nor will some miracle happen unless we win a existence jackpot. Only thing we can do if we can't continue it is to end it ourselves. But something holds us back, even the smallest reason, cause that's how it goes I guess. I'm in the same boat.

You're right, we do not know what we can do, not only for you, but not even for ourselves, besides killing ourself cruelly.

Those questions combined with thinking of why I, no we, have been born for is a daily occurrence.

Please don't take this against you or as an attack. It is simply me reflecting while also trying to form an comment onto your post...