revolutionnaire23
Love is a poison that I can't seem to cure.
- Aug 6, 2023
- 34
You know I now realize that suicide isn't what I want. I don't know if it might be. I'm too scared to die still. I want to disappear. I don't know how. Running away, wishing people hate me? They should. They'd hate me. They will now. They will now. I want them to. It makes things easier. I want to run away. I want them to forget about me. Change my life. They're all lying. All of them are. Why...WHY?! Why am I still here, just to suffer for as long as I live?! I can't live like this anymore!