Wow. I'm truly humbled. Thank you endlessly for your kind and beautiful words. I don't know how to say how much you've truly touched my heart that you took the time to respond the way you did. You, my friend, are one of life's rare beautiful souls. ❤
I don't know if it will be enough to save me but it's made me stop to think for sure.
Very true. @GoodPersonEffed is a true gem.
Thank you both so very much. I will listen to the song.
I truly appreciate the sentiment but unfortunately it's not that simple. This man was pretty much my whole life. The pain I wake up with every day knowing he doesn't give a damn about me now is too much to bear. It might sound silly and ridiculous to some people, but all I can think about daily is him.
If you truly manage to connect with your own power within then you will be okay.
That is the greatest undertaking anyone can perform.
And yet it is what you can and must do ( though I am not telling you what to do of course, I hope you appreciate that ).
My spiritual teacher once said that everyone must climb their own mountain.
And that in truth, everyone has the ability to do so.
You have the strength, even though you may not believe that you do.
You will only discover your own strength by starting the journey, and persevering.
However, whatever you decide, we will of course respect your wishes and support you.
I believe that some CTB reasons are more valid than others.
For your case, I personally don't believe that CTB is the right option.
However, it is still your choice to make of course.....
Please take time to consider carefully all the points made on this thread, and do so multiple times over the days or weeks ahead.