Venting Can't stop thinking about it

[Winry]

I just want a fool proof method and I think I waited too long to order my SN. I don't know if I'll be able to get it and I'm not able to access the guns in the house bc the safe combo got changed. Someone found out I'm suicidal and now everything is suicide proofed in the house. I'm angry and tired and just want eternal sleep. I never want to wake up again.

I tried the night night method and hated how I felt. Maybe if I can ignore the discomfort It'll work. Idk

 

[gizzreid]

how did you wait too long to order SN? there's a few sites that have it

 

[Winry]

how did you wait too long to order SN? there's a few sites that have it

If there are they are not known to me.

 

[gizzreid]

someone recommended CCS to me, haven't ordered yet but its $65 total and it appears to ship to residential addresses!

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly hate and see it as being horrible how difficult it is to finally die in this world, all those who wish to be gone should just be able to exit in peace, I think that it makes sense just wanting to sleep forever as such a thing sounds so ideal to me. But anyway I wish you the best and I hope that you find what you are searching for.

 

[terminatepain]

SN? there's a few sites that have it

You could share me?

 

[gizzreid]

You could share me?

try CCS!