I've thought a lot about hanging myself or some kind of poison, preferably one that doesn't cause shortness of breath but finding one that I can access easily is an issue, I don't have the time or the privacy to be making stuff, aaarrrghh why is it so hard!!
No I haven't, where I live there isn't even tall buildings and its quite flat. I've been living here a couple of years and still feel like I don't really know the area very well. If I knew where to jump from I may consider it
I live in Hastings, not a lot of height around me and I don't have a vehicle, I just feel like every door gets shut on me, I wish I had money to play with but I don't, very very frustrating, I am going to look online and see if I can find somewhere within either bus or walking distance, I've thought about benadryl and paracetamol too but these methods sound horrendous and too much of a gamble with whether you actually die or not, I'll also look online for SN but would be concerned getting the rest of the cocktail together, I see people having trouble getting the right drugs in countries where the doctors are a lot more relaxed than here. I sound full of excuses I know
Have you looked into carotid compression? They're are several methods and you can even lay down during the act
I've looked at it yes, I would be concerned about getting found before I'm finished, haven't got much privacy here unfortunately , I guess I could find somewhere to do it outside
