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bluville

bluville

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Nov 30, 2022
51
I don't have the money for any materials since I'm unemployed. I think all I have access to is jumping, but honestly I don't think I'll ever have the balls to do that. I've looked down from my building a few times and thought about it and it just makes me sick. I just don't want to die feeling scared. I wish it was just legal for doctors to do it, I don't understand why not when no one wants to fix the reasons people want to CTB in the first place. It's frustrating.

I'm thinking about getting a part-time job just to be able to afford everything, but I'm not sure I can even do that. last time I went to get a part-time job it took a year for someone to take me in.
 
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fly

fly

lights out now
Feb 29, 2024
47
Hey,
there a lot more ways which are free of charge, like hanging, using trains, jumping infront of cars or just cut ya veins.
CU <3
 
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strangelife

strangelife

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Feb 16, 2024
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SN cost 15-20$. Not much
 
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