Venting Cant do anything

[l1ablemistakes]

I've been sitting on my couch mindlessly scrolling for hours. I don't work for another hour and a half and all the groceries I bought yesterday thinking I'd finally go back to cooking and eating healthy are sitting in the fridge, untouched. Existing and masking and pretending to be normal is so exhausting. I don't have the energy to do anything I used to love. I'm just so tired.

 

[walliwalli]

felt. i do the things i "have" to do like going to classes, then outside of that i am barely living. no energy, no feeling. it's such a horrible way to live.

 

[l1ablemistakes]

felt. i do the things i "have" to do like going to classes, then outside of that i am barely living. no energy, no feeling. it's such a horrible way to live.

Chronic anhedonia and depression is living hell. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. I'm sorry you feel the same </3

 

[walliwalli]

Chronic anhedonia and depression is living hell. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. I'm sorry you feel the same </3

ah, i didn't know there was a term for it! you learn something new every day.

but yeah, i don't know people can survive this. there's just... nothing. i don't even enjoy the taste of food anymore as someone who's always had a solid appetite.

 

[crazysushi]

Felt the same :(
Hope u feel better

 

[egyptian_baddie]

Felt to my core, i hope it gets easier. Anhedonia is shit, masking all day, pretending you're okay, acting functional, it's like running a marathon while smiling so no one asks why you're out of breath,your body feels heavy and your brain feels foggy and everything takes 10x the effort it used to.

 

[krsm98]

real, tbh id say same, just going through to motions of life "trying" or rather dragging myself through days pretending i have some sense of life to not worry the people around me but, for how long do i have to? when i dont even want to get out of bed or do shit anymore rather than the work i have to do :/

but yeah, its sucks tbh, and i hope it might get better in your case, best of wishes :)

 

[raemysteryO]

Honestly, same. I have been traveling more than usual lately, thinking I would enjoy my trip like I used to. But oh well, nothing is exciting like it used to be. I don't even get pissed off anymore. Just feel numb and pretend like a functioning adult