Can’t believe my life turned out this way

[LifeDestroyedMe]

I got forced onto antipsychotic injections in hospital that destroyed my body and brain. I was once healthy and happy, now I'm suffering from some serious damage that has made my life a living hell.

I now have two choices, either ctb or suffer many years for the rest of my life.

Life fucking sucks. There better not be anything after death. Im done.

 

[Hollowman]

Antipsychotics wrecked me too, sorry that happened to you. I'd love to strap every psychiatrist down and inject them with neurotoxic garbage drugs.

 

[lonely_men23]

I got forced onto antipsychotic injections in hospital that destroyed my body and brain. I was once healthy and happy, now I'm suffering from some serious damage that has made my life a living hell.

I now have two choices, either ctb or suffer many years for the rest of my life.

Life fucking sucks. There better not be anything after death. Im done.

can you gave more details, why it destroyed your brain if you dont mind too.

 

[bluebus]

I am so sorry to hear that. While I never had to go through that, I sympathize deeply. I had my own experiences with doctors that completely ruined my life for good. It's painful to think about how your life could have been so much better if those things had never happened to you (I am speaking about myself as well). I hope you can find some peace.

 

[LifeDestroyedMe]

can you gave more details, why it destroyed your brain if you dont mind too.

After 24 hours it went up my spine and completely fried my brain. Chemical lobotomy. Now I can't socialise, can't think, find it difficult speaking, can't feel pleasure, sexual dysfunction and other issues

I am so sorry to hear that. While I never had to go through that, I sympathize deeply. I had my own experiences with doctors that completely ruined my life for good. It's painful to think about how your life could have been so much better if those things had never happened to you (I am speaking about myself as well). I hope you can find some peace.

I was on a good path man. Completely derailed. I'm sorry about your situation too. This shit made me extremely nihilistic
Whatever anyone does, DON'T get injected with APs. They will ruin your life like mine.

 

[lonely_men23]

After 24 hours it went up my spine and completely fried my brain. Chemical lobotomy. Now I can't socialise, can't think, find it difficult speaking, can't feel pleasure, sexual dysfunction and other issues

I was on a good path man. Completely derailed. I'm sorry about your situation too. This shit made me extremely nihilistic
Whatever anyone does, DON'T get injected with APs. They will ruin your life like mine.

damn bro, thats is so sad.But why did they gave u this med.Is it an antidepressant, can you tell me more how it destroyed you.Sorry if am annoying, am just shocked bro.Stay strong

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

can you at least sue them? not sure $ will even help after years of litigation or even if they paid you in an hour. sorry to hear this. that didn't help either. i have read similar stories here. they gotta put a stop to that.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds so horrible what you have to go through, it's just so incredibly cruel how people have to suffer like this all through no fault of their own. I very strongly believe we just cease existing after this and to me that's the only comfort as it's true freedom from the nightmare that is existence.

 

[N0FWayIneedtogo]

Same here, my life is over, i was totally fine and life was ok, then antypschotics and antidepresants destroyed every aspect of my mind and body, now its just 24 7 tourture, wishing for my death soon... pssd, anhedonia, 0emotions, cant feel nothing, no joy, cant have conversations, no more imagination, digesitive problmes, memory fog, smell problems, boddy oddour change, male reproductive system is useless now, total ed plus it hurts... all because those stupid pills... we been forced to die, this is murder

 

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

So relateble, i wish you the best with your dreams

 

[ShadowDancer]

No. If you can sleep and if there's no tinnitus. Hang in there. The CNS will repair itself over time. I'm dealing with the same stuff. Just sleep it away it will take three years but you'll be ok. For me idk if there's hope that's why Im here...

 

[Hollowman]

No. If you can sleep and if there's no tinnitus. Hang in there. The CNS will repair itself over time. I'm dealing with the same stuff. Just sleep it away it will take three years but you'll be ok. For me idk if there's hope that's why Im here...

Three years? How'd you come up with that?