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lonely person1

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Jan 16, 2025
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It would be nice to be like a soul and contemplate your body suspended while it suffers spasms and convulsions until death comes for you.
 
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Michelstaedter

Michelstaedter

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Feb 25, 2025
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Honestly, I don't find it pleasant at all. Ironically, I like death as an event, but not in terms of the physical aspect (pain, corpse, physical damage).
 
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heydude56

Experienced
Aug 13, 2025
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It's kinda disturbing but I've thought about it a lot
 
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unregisteredseaurch

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Oct 12, 2025
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it's not a method i am even remotely interested in pursuing or entertaining, but my brain does and it wishes and forces intrusive thoughts and images of it my way. i've tried to write out how it makes me feel or what i imagine in my head but it always sounds ridiculous. woof
 
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dead dav

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Feb 27, 2025
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I imagine hanging there naked as I feel the noose doing its job as it kills me
 
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Gustav Hartmann

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Aug 28, 2021
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And than, when you are dead, what happens to your soul? For me it´s better when there is no sool left when I am dead. But visualizing the process of dying with good emotions and anticipation will for sure help to finally do it.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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I do picture it often. It's my current method. I even have a setup. But it's hard to really picture. I try, thinking I can eventually desensitize the si but si doesn't work that way. It wants to live forever for sure. It still seems pretty horrific to me, thus so far si is easily winning.
 
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PI3.14

PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
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Although my method is partial, I don't think about it that way tbh. One I'm unconscious, and assuming everything goes well, then I'll be already dead from my pov.

It doesn't bother me what happens to my body while I'm unconscious, as long as I don't feel everything it's all good.
 

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