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notevenhere

notevenhere

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Apr 27, 2023
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My mom might open my package and I want to fool her into thinking it's not some dangerous chemical, if she asks me to open it in front of her, can I? Like, put it on my hand and stuff? I'm just gonna lie and say its hair bleach.
 
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It's unsafe to handle directly, as it can be absorbed through the skin, and cause skin burns. If you get any on your skin, it's best to rinse with water asap. Even hair dye is best handled with gloves.
 
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Apr 27, 2023
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It's unsafe to handle directly, as it can be absorbed through the skin, and cause skin burns. If you get any on your skin, it's best to rinse with water asap. Even hair dye is best handled with gloves.
Thank you for this answer!
 
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My mom might open my package and I want to fool her into thinking it's not some dangerous chemical, if she asks me to open it in front of her, can I? Like, put it on my hand and stuff? I'm just gonna lie and say its hair bleach.
Of course not, because it can be absorbed through the skin and there are stories of people who felt the same symptoms of poisoning by swallowing on this forum. It is better to think of another way to make it pass through the ambush successfully.
 
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rozeske

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No. Don't touch it and don't let others touch it. will be absorbed through the skin and you will feel the symptoms of SN poisoning. There is also a reported fatality case of SN from contact with skin.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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It'll look different to "hair bleach" imo. Do you hide the sticker so your mom cannot see it? Be CAREFUL!
 
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Optimu$

Death Is Non Negotiable
May 10, 2024
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It's unsafe to handle directly, as it can be absorbed through the skin, and cause skin burns. If you get any on your skin, it's best to rinse with water asap. Even hair dye is best handled with gloves.
@Suicidebydeath I think even washing it away from your skin with water could prove a problem because you very likely increase the chance it'll absorb into your skin more than just as raw powder. I think you'd have to use a brush or dry exfoliation pad to physically pull it off and away from the skin. @notevenhere
 
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@Suicidebydeath I think even washing it away from your skin with water could prove a problem because you very likely increase the chance it'll absorb into your skin more than just as raw powder. I think you'd have to use a brush or dry exfoliation pad to physically pull it off and away from the skin. @notevenhere
Thank you, reading the comments is making me realize how dangerous it is and can cause SN poisoning from just touching it.

I've already talked about the packaging to another user who ordered from the same company and they mentioned just how suspicious it looked. It's still in transit so I'm worried about explaining it but at this point, I'm too depressed and uncaring about what she thinks.

If she confiscates it, like how she normally does for everything despite it being bought by my money, then it'll be pretty stupid. She likes opening my packages, too. It's so hard to feel worried for her when she's abusive.

Now, I have to worry about my mother being SN poisoned. If she could just mind her own business and let me be, I could die in peace. Was planning to stay at a hotel for two days to carry on with this plan.

it's good to be warned the SN is just as dangerous in powder form. I'll make sure to not open the package until I have to test and use it. But now, I'll have to have a better excuse for her NOT to open or touch it. It's a pain, I can't think of any ideas.
 
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Thank you, reading the comments is making me realize how dangerous it is and can cause SN poisoning from just touching it.
Yes, you can get secondary SN poisoning and suffer potentially lethal consequences from that along with anyone else who handles it. I'm sorry that wasn't clear from my first reply, that's what I meant by being absorbed through the skin, but it was cleared up by the others here.

I hope you're doing alright otherwise!!
 

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