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V1990
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- Jul 30, 2020
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I'm in too much physical pain, doctors refuse to help me or say there are no more options available, I can't sleep, I can't eat, I'm uncomfortable all day and all night. I'm always so sleep deprived to the point I can't function, not that I would ever be able to function anyway because all my organs are malfunctioning and I can't have a normal life. I don't want to be here anymore, I'm not depressed or anything, I'm actually happy because this is my biggest wish. I know I said I would do it last week but I couldn't buy the medication because I have no money. I'm 30 and I depend on my mother because I'm chronically ill and I can't work, here's another reason why my life sucks... After my last attempt my mother refuses to give me even the smallest amount of money with fear I will buy pills or poison. I have a couple of prescriptions, I just need the money. Any tips on how to overcome this issue? I have prescriptions for Sulpiride 50 mg (60 pills), Seroquel 300mg (120 pills), Trazodone 150 mg (20 pills), Lorazepam 2.5mg (60 pills) and I also have some other benzodiazepines in the medicine cabinet. Are any of these combinations lethal? Metoclopramide is necessary, right? How much? Right before or sooner? Please don't ignore me, I really need help, I'm desperate. I'm in so much physical pain I can't stand it, I'm suffering and I think I deserve to end my journey how I want to.