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DearPierre

DearPierre

死亡是凉爽的夜晚,生活才是痛苦的白天。
Jan 6, 2023
123
不知道为什么我会出现在这里。
我愿像其他人热烈地追求生一样,热烈地追求死。
死亡本能如此强烈,让我不得不停下来注意聆听它的叫喊。
我当然有我活着的目的和期待,像别人期待未来的美好与灿烂那样,我期待死亡,眼泪,纸花,钢琴独奏和世界对我迟到的爱。
 
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absolomonisgone

Specialist
Jan 23, 2023
322
这就是我们都在这里的原因。在垂死中找到陪伴并找到勇气。
 
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DearPierre

DearPierre

死亡是凉爽的夜晚,生活才是痛苦的白天。
Jan 6, 2023
123
这就是我们都在这里的原因。在垂死中找到陪伴并找到勇气。
your words touched me.
are you Chinese as well? or did u translate?
thank you so much
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,951
Your feelings are very much understandable, in fact I see death as being the only thing that could ever be close to a relief, the thought of nonexistence comforts me as it's the absence of everything, there is nothing more ideal than being able to sleep forever. But anyway, I wish you the best.
 
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silentnights56

Member
Dec 6, 2023
47
不知道为什么我会出现在这里。
我愿像其他人热烈地追求生一样,热烈地追求死。
死亡本能如此强烈,让我不得不停下来注意聆听它的叫喊。
我当然有我活着的目的和期待,像别人期待未来的美好与灿烂那样,我期待死亡,眼泪,纸花,钢琴独奏和世界对我迟到的爱。
能热烈地追求一件事,无论是生还是死,就是意志的体现,就是充满力量的,甚至是美的。无论做何选择,祝你好运、无悔。
 
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Iwillhavepeace

Iwillhavepeace

It's been more than a decade of this crap...
Nov 12, 2023
38
Why is everything written in chinese sound like a beatiful poem
 
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penguinl0v3s

penguinl0v3s

Wait for Me 💙
Nov 1, 2023
968
You and driven to take action, that is meaningful and beautiful in a way. Although it is not what our society and biology wants us to do, which makes shame arise, it is ambition no less.

Why is everything written in chinese sound like a beatiful poem
I think the grammar structure makes things read a certain way. It's different from English structure.

"此有故彼有,此生故彼生。无明缘行,行缘识,识缘名色,名色缘六处,六处缘触,触缘受,受缘爱,爱缘取,取缘有,有缘生,生缘老死愁叹忧苦,身心焦恼,如是种种,生起纯大苦聚。"
 
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sad_rock

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Aug 27, 2023
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everything is beautifully written here.
 
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