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jakejack8000

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assuming I take only SN, follow the protocol, I have access to anti-emetics and beta blockers and paracetamol but I don't have access to other sedatives, will it work? How will it go?
 
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assuming I take only SN, follow the protocol, I have access to anti-emetics and beta blockers and paracetamol but I don't have access to other sedatives, will it work? How will it go?
That's a brilliant question.
I read an article yesterday where this Indian man kills 11+ people using SN and he gets caught by police, so in jail he uses SN for CTB as well.

It kinda suggests that, none of these ppl whom he gave SN to drink would have anti emetics or benzo, and all of them died without throwing up.

And he himself used a very small undetectable quantity of SN to CTB in jail, so I believe he also wouldn't have anti emetics or benzo.

However, we don't know for sure if it was just SN or SN mixed with some other lethal powder/salt.

To answer your question independent of this case, logically speaking, benzo is necessary because people have reported that SN is not completely peaceful. So, to minimise your discomfort, Benzo would be necessary. If you can manage to tolerate the discomfort it'll cause, then, I think it should be okay without benzo
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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assuming I take only SN, follow the protocol, I have access to anti-emetics and beta blockers and paracetamol but I don't have access to other sedatives, will it work? How will it go?
You can ctb without sedatives (benzos), but the entire process will be more traumatic and unpleasant. Also some people are prone to vomiting if they are overly anxious. Fear of dying itself can make you (or increase the chances) of vomiting. That's why sedatives are recommended, namely benzos. Not opioids as they slow down gastric emptying.
 
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jakejack8000

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You can ctb without sedatives (benzos), but the entire process will be more traumatic and unpleasant. Also some people are prone to vomiting if they are overly anxious. Fear of dying itself can make you (or increase the chances) of vomiting. That's why sedatives are recommended, namely benzos. Not opioids as they slow down gastric emptying.
I don'tt have access to benzos, they are regulated very heavily in my country and I don't know how can I get them, I have to take my chances
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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I don'tt have access to benzos, they are regulated very heavily in my country and I don't know how can I get them, I have to take my chances
This is the way I got them, as they are here in North Macedonia regulated as well, although not so heavily. I got the prescription for it by lying to my family doctor that I have panic anxiety attacks. If this fails, you can go to a private practitioner, tell him/her that you took benzos at some time in the past, and that now your anxiety is returning. The private practitioner's visit will cost much more, but it might get the job done. If he asks you for your symptoms, ask Ai what are the symptoms for anxiety, memorize them and tell them to the doctor. It's a worth a try, why die in an unpleasant way...
 
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