I wanna drown myself. I don't care of the pain. There is no death without pain. There is not ctb without pain. To peace... it's worth. According to me.
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Munching Brotato
- Jun 2, 2025
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Listen. I will say anytime, many times, anywhere that all I want is death. And get peace.
I don't care about pain but I wanna success in my first ctb attempt.
your SI will kick in, you will fail. Unless you are unconscious or someone else is strongly forcing you into the barrel.
How many minutes will take for unconscious?
Is it depends on how much water are swallow to the lung and brain?
And also I wanna force my body with myself to drown..Last edited:
What you want is not what you get. Unfortunately, you won't be able to 'force' yourself to drown like that.
Depends. If you start furiously drinking the water, a few minutes or even less than a minute. If you hold your breath, longer. Lung capacity and other factors like physical health also play a part in this.Similar threads
