I am able to do the SN with the required anti emetics. But I am not sure that it will work to do that method and especially in a hotel.
Vomiting is likely. I don't want to fail because of vomiting. Also what if other people could hear me and try to intervine.
Now with Nitrogen, that's not possible. But I have no ability like a car to transport it to the hotel location. Also thats not possible to hide. Also in case of an Airbnb flat. The owner would want to see me first.when I check in their. I can't be at home for both of this methods. Don't live alone
How can I leave my situation and especially with my physical health that is not good.
The worst thing of life that I cannot deal with:
Needing people for everything and needing to live in a society. People do not care how you are really and ignore the majority of your wishes.
Vomiting is likely. I don't want to fail because of vomiting. Also what if other people could hear me and try to intervine.
Now with Nitrogen, that's not possible. But I have no ability like a car to transport it to the hotel location. Also thats not possible to hide. Also in case of an Airbnb flat. The owner would want to see me first.when I check in their. I can't be at home for both of this methods. Don't live alone
How can I leave my situation and especially with my physical health that is not good.
The worst thing of life that I cannot deal with:
Needing people for everything and needing to live in a society. People do not care how you are really and ignore the majority of your wishes.
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