Method can anyone help me find sn or another method?

[SophieMakesGames]

can anyone pm me where to get SN from, I can't stand waking up anymore please can someone let me know where to get SN from,

if I can't afford it, or theres no way I can ship it (I don't live alone and don't know an excuse to use) are their any alternatives or any methods anyone knows?

the ones I'm currently considering, but I can't realisticly do right now, are

full suspension hanging - but I don't wanna do this as I don't want anyone to find me like this.

drowning - best option.

I've tried partial, pills, slitting my wrist, I wanted to do the night night method but I don't have the mateirals, tho I tried a to use it's theory, and I don't know if it would have worked, I couldn't tell if anyone ould be walking in or not and so adventually I decided I needed a easier method to hide.

no access to weapons, and don't wanna die in a un-over 75% chance of death, and don't want it to be super painful, tho some pain is tollerable, quite a bit is, just nothing like fire...

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand finding it unbearable and torturous to exist, I also just want to never wake, I hope that you find the freedom from suffering you search for.

 

[iwashere]

ugh noooo don't drown girl that sounds awful

 

[sick&tired]

I'm so sorry. Trying to figure out how to effectively source SN myself. Been lurking around here for a while, but I'm struggling to figure out where to go for it..
I'm chronically ill and every day for the past almost year has been exceptionally brutal
for me :(

 

[SophieMakesGames]

ugh noooo don't drown girl that sounds awful

I have tried almost everything else I can think of, and have even said on multiple occasions, as a joke but almost honestly, I think I can't be killed...

I even tried hanging but I don't have any rope or anything so I tried using a shirt, but It didn't work,

I've tried countless other times and ways, and every tiem I speak about my past it makes people even more worried or suprised or so on.

I had been removed from every location I have ever stayed in my entire life and was in a misreble place I hated, but now, I've been told I can move back in to my old house, with my grandparents, probably because I tried killing myself and was caught then revealed how many times and how often it was and I lied about it and it STILL made them really worried, I rtied super underexagerating it,...


anyways, drowning is about the only thing left to try,

I always used to think I was part mermaid and could breath underwater and that I was always destined for water, I've always loved water.

I've purposefully inhaled much water in the bathtub, it's not hard, unlike I've heard,

you hold your head udner water with no oxygen,

breath in, DONT WAIT just breath, go *Beraht in*

it'll burn like hell and feel like your choking, it's hard to leave your head underwater, and I wasn't trying to die just test if was possible.

so I'll either try that or jumping into a deep body of water in the same manner of things, no oxygen, going as far down as possible, then breathing in on purpose, and hoping I can't make it up when the survivor instinct kicks in.


but SN would be preferable, I won't take anything fancy with it, just the rest of my sleeping pills (for insomnia), and I'm really hoping to find some for cheaper then $100, I'm poor af and don't make a lot...

I have tried almost everything else I can think of, and have even said on multiple occasions, as a joke but almost honestly, I think I can't be killed...

I even tried hanging but I don't have any rope or anything so I tried using a shirt, but It didn't work,

I've tried countless other times and ways, and every tiem I speak about my past it makes people even more worried or suprised or so on.

I had been removed from every location I have ever stayed in my entire life and was in a misreble place I hated, but now, I've been told I can move back in to my old house, with my grandparents, probably because I tried killing myself and was caught then revealed how many times and how often it was and I lied about it and it STILL made them really worried, I rtied super underexagerating it,...


anyways, drowning is about the only thing left to try,

I always used to think I was part mermaid and could breath underwater and that I was always destined for water, I've always loved water.

I've purposefully inhaled much water in the bathtub, it's not hard, unlike I've heard,

you hold your head udner water with no oxygen,

breath in, DONT WAIT just breath, go *Beraht in*

it'll burn like hell and feel like your choking, it's hard to leave your head underwater, and I wasn't trying to die just test if was possible.

so I'll either try that or jumping into a deep body of water in the same manner of things, no oxygen, going as far down as possible, then breathing in on purpose, and hoping I can't make it up when the survivor instinct kicks in.


but SN would be preferable, I won't take anything fancy with it, just the rest of my sleeping pills (for insomnia), and I'm really hoping to find some for cheaper then $100, I'm poor af and don't make a lot...

everyone always says I overwhelm them with how much I say and that I overthink things, it's one of the reasons I want to die, along with millions of others, I'm sorry, I've tried chjanging and getting better at it, I can't think, it's like physically impossible, sometimes I can, but sometimes I can't, I've litearlly started barking before uncotrollable I've been this way my entire life and everyones sick of it and so am I.

I have tried almost everything else I can think of, and have even said on multiple occasions, as a joke but almost honestly, I think I can't be killed...

I even tried hanging but I don't have any rope or anything so I tried using a shirt, but It didn't work,

I've tried countless other times and ways, and every tiem I speak about my past it makes people even more worried or suprised or so on.

I had been removed from every location I have ever stayed in my entire life and was in a misreble place I hated, but now, I've been told I can move back in to my old house, with my grandparents, probably because I tried killing myself and was caught then revealed how many times and how often it was and I lied about it and it STILL made them really worried, I rtied super underexagerating it,...


anyways, drowning is about the only thing left to try,

I always used to think I was part mermaid and could breath underwater and that I was always destined for water, I've always loved water.

I've purposefully inhaled much water in the bathtub, it's not hard, unlike I've heard,

you hold your head udner water with no oxygen,

breath in, DONT WAIT just breath, go *Beraht in*

it'll burn like hell and feel like your choking, it's hard to leave your head underwater, and I wasn't trying to die just test if was possible.

so I'll either try that or jumping into a deep body of water in the same manner of things, no oxygen, going as far down as possible, then breathing in on purpose, and hoping I can't make it up when the survivor instinct kicks in.


but SN would be preferable, I won't take anything fancy with it, just the rest of my sleeping pills (for insomnia), and I'm really hoping to find some for cheaper then $100, I'm poor af and don't make a lot...

everyone always says I overwhelm them with how much I say and that I overthink things, it's one of the reasons I want to die, along with millions of others, I'm sorry, I've tried chjanging and getting better at it, I can't think, it's like physically impossible, sometimes I can, but sometimes I can't, I've litearlly started barking before uncotrollable I've been this way my entire life and everyones sick of it and so am I.

with the pain iv'e gone threw, both mental and physical, I'd ALMOST be willing to burn to death and have serously considered it, but with all the burns I've gotten, and how they hurt, and blister, and it's horirble searing pain that somehow just keeps getting worse, I'd really rather not....

I have tried almost everything else I can think of, and have even said on multiple occasions, as a joke but almost honestly, I think I can't be killed...

I even tried hanging but I don't have any rope or anything so I tried using a shirt, but It didn't work,

I've tried countless other times and ways, and every tiem I speak about my past it makes people even more worried or suprised or so on.

I had been removed from every location I have ever stayed in my entire life and was in a misreble place I hated, but now, I've been told I can move back in to my old house, with my grandparents, probably because I tried killing myself and was caught then revealed how many times and how often it was and I lied about it and it STILL made them really worried, I rtied super underexagerating it,...


anyways, drowning is about the only thing left to try,

I always used to think I was part mermaid and could breath underwater and that I was always destined for water, I've always loved water.

I've purposefully inhaled much water in the bathtub, it's not hard, unlike I've heard,

you hold your head udner water with no oxygen,

breath in, DONT WAIT just breath, go *Beraht in*

it'll burn like hell and feel like your choking, it's hard to leave your head underwater, and I wasn't trying to die just test if was possible.

so I'll either try that or jumping into a deep body of water in the same manner of things, no oxygen, going as far down as possible, then breathing in on purpose, and hoping I can't make it up when the survivor instinct kicks in.


but SN would be preferable, I won't take anything fancy with it, just the rest of my sleeping pills (for insomnia), and I'm really hoping to find some for cheaper then $100, I'm poor af and don't make a lot...

everyone always says I overwhelm them with how much I say and that I overthink things, it's one of the reasons I want to die, along with millions of others, I'm sorry, I've tried chjanging and getting better at it, I can't think, it's like physically impossible, sometimes I can, but sometimes I can't, I've litearlly started barking before uncotrollable I've been this way my entire life and everyones sick of it and so am I.

with the pain iv'e gone threw, both mental and physical, I'd ALMOST be willing to burn to death and have serously considered it, but with all the burns I've gotten, and how they hurt, and blister, and it's horirble searing pain that somehow just keeps getting worse, I'd really rather not....

"make something the world needs" someone should make dying easier tbh


every day I see the world, the news, and how hard dying is, and how people are treated and forced to be in this society, and the words of revolations are fulfilled before my eyes, which is crazy cus while I grew up relegouse, I consider myself more noahide then christian, but revolations wasn't even originally going to be in the christian bible and is *tenically* not connected to it,
just saying, but anyways,

"Death death shall be taken from them"

 

[darksouls]

good luck
wish you the best

 

[Pure Vanilla]

drowning is near the bottom next to burning tbh, id rather buy a ticket and fly to hong kong or new york and jump off a skyscraper atp, better if you live near somewhere tall and can take an uber

 

[SophieMakesGames]

drowning is near the bottom next to burning tbh, id rather buy a ticket and fly to hong kong or new york and jump off a skyscraper atp, better if you live near somewhere tall and can take an uber

no money and I'm lazy tbh that and I can't get caught or else I'll be sent back to the phych ward...