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Placo

Placo

Life and Death
Feb 14, 2024
902
Last night I was about to do it when then I had doubts as to whether perhaps it wouldn't be better to pass it off as a natural death in the end, I don't have any particular wishes apart from being cremated but in the end it doesn't matter that much.

I am overweight, I smoke and take drugs, I am 31 years old and I have a grandmother who died in her sleep from a heart attack when she was relatively young, it could be credible, just yesterday I complained to my mother that I had tachycardia with the excuse of having me buy propanorol but it didn't work because she rightly told me to visit the cardiologist first.

My mother and brother know that I have SN but I told them that I need it for chemical experiments so after an initial period of alarm now they don't even think about it anymore, that is, if I take SN and then hide it and don't leave any letter would it be credible as natural death if there is no autopsy?

But they know it is poison because when they delivered it they saw the danger signs.

In the end, the characteristic of deaths from SN is to be found cyanotic or am I wrong? But this is a characteristic of many deaths, perhaps almost all, right, it comes to mind that with CO you are found with a reddish complexion otherwise pale or cyanotic is the norm, at this point I am thinking that it is feasible as an idea, so there will also be less media pressure on SN and therefore no risk of restrictions following my death and therefore it will remain a valid option in my country for those who want to die in this way, I am also doing a favor to any future users who want to commit suicide with this method, I must say that for me it was very easy to buy it and I would be sorry that in the future those who wanted to die cannot do so also because of my death.

What do you think?
 
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ForeverCaHa

ForeverCaHa

Heartbroken Welshman
Feb 16, 2025
442
If a toxicology report were to be done postmortem (which I believe is inevitable given the circumstances), I think they'd realise pretty quickly that it wasn't natural
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
From photos I've seen, the shading of blue is definitely unnatural in appearance. Similarly to ForeverCH above I also would expect a PM in most countries following a sudden death.
 
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Aprilwithcake

Member
Mar 19, 2025
41
Yes they will know, pretty easy to work it out.
 
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kat6

kat6

a cloud of smoke trying to occupy space
Sep 25, 2024
87
From photos I've seen, the shading of blue is definitely unnatural in appearance. Similarly to ForeverCH above I also would expect a PM in most countries following a sudden death.
Where can I find photos?
 
ForestGhost

ForestGhost

PFP by user ropeburns&migranes
Aug 25, 2024
262
Unless you are a smurf, probably not
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,196
to answer your title, hard no.
 
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gothbird

gothbird

š™æšš˜ššŽšš š™¶šš’šš›šš•
Mar 16, 2025
494
Yeah, SN can sometimes pass as natural-looking—but only if no one orders an autopsy. That's the key variable. Without an autopsy, a death from SN in someone with your profile (smoker, overweight, family history of cardiac issues) could be assumed to be a heart attack or sudden cardiac arrest. Especially if you're found at home, in bed, with no scene suggesting suicide and no note.

But as others here have said, SN causes methemoglobinemia, which leads to hypoxia. That usually means the body turns gray-blue or slate-colored, particularly around the lips and extremities. It's not identical to every other cause of cyanosis, but it's not wildly unique either—it could be misread as heart failure, respiratory arrest, or a sleep apnea-related event.

If someone does request an autopsy (especially toxicology), they'll detect the elevated methemoglobin levels, and it'll be ruled a poisoning. Once SN is on their radar, it's easy to confirm.

The fact that your family saw the SN and the hazard labels means there's a non-zero chance they'll mention that if questioned, even offhand. If they don't, and if no one pushes for toxicology, yeah it could pass quietly.

But it's never guaranteed. It depends on who finds you, what they say, whether there's insurance involved, whether the coroner's thorough, and what country you're in. Some places do routine tox screens. Some don't.

So is it possible to pass it off as natural? Yes.
Is it foolproof? No.

But if you're not leaving a note, you're hiding the SN, and you're planning it in a way that fits your health history, you're doing what you can to reduce attention. Just know the outcome depends more on luck than science at that point.
 
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Britney Spears

Britney Spears

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
542
Also, if you consume alcohol or are a regular consumer, cyanosis can be confused. Or so I think; gray or blue skin doesn't matter.
I just looked it up on Google jaja
if not, makeup
 
Placo

Placo

Life and Death
Feb 14, 2024
902
Yeah, SN can sometimes pass as natural-looking—but only if no one orders an autopsy. That's the key variable. Without an autopsy, a death from SN in someone with your profile (smoker, overweight, family history of cardiac issues) could be assumed to be a heart attack or sudden cardiac arrest. Especially if you're found at home, in bed, with no scene suggesting suicide and no note.

But as others here have said, SN causes methemoglobinemia, which leads to hypoxia. That usually means the body turns gray-blue or slate-colored, particularly around the lips and extremities. It's not identical to every other cause of cyanosis, but it's not wildly unique either—it could be misread as heart failure, respiratory arrest, or a sleep apnea-related event.

If someone does request an autopsy (especially toxicology), they'll detect the elevated methemoglobin levels, and it'll be ruled a poisoning. Once SN is on their radar, it's easy to confirm.

The fact that your family saw the SN and the hazard labels means there's a non-zero chance they'll mention that if questioned, even offhand. If they don't, and if no one pushes for toxicology, yeah it could pass quietly.

But it's never guaranteed. It depends on who finds you, what they say, whether there's insurance involved, whether the coroner's thorough, and what country you're in. Some places do routine tox screens. Some don't.

So is it possible to pass it off as natural? Yes.
Is it foolproof? No.

But if you're not leaving a note, you're hiding the SN, and you're planning it in a way that fits your health history, you're doing what you can to reduce attention. Just know the outcome depends more on luck than science at that point.
Very informative answer, thanks, so you're saying that being cyanotic for SN appears a little different than for natural death?
 
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š™æšš˜ššŽšš š™¶šš’šš›šš•
Mar 16, 2025
494
Very informative answer, thanks, so you're saying that being cyanotic for SN appears a little different than for natural death?
Yeah, pretty much. cyanosis from SN is technically different because it's caused by methemoglobinemia, not typical hypoxia from cardiac or respiratory failure. With SN, the blood turns a chocolate-brown colour instead of the usual dark red or blue you'd see with standard oxygen deprivation.

That can give the skin a grayish or slate-blue tone, sometimes more pronounced around the lips, fingertips, and nail beds. It's subtle, but if a medical examiner knows what to look for—or if toxicology is ordered—it stands out.

So yeah, while cyanosis happens in all kinds of deaths, SN has its own visual fingerprint, especially under the skin or during autopsy from what I read.
 
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