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waterrrrrrrrrbottel

Experienced
Jul 18, 2022
244
Well, SS, it's been a long road. Been here since 2022, asking dumbass questions since the very start.

I've just eaten my final meal, and will be going out with roughly 30g of SN in 50 ml water in about 12 hours. I plan to get high as a motherfucker until then.

So thank you SS, for showing me there's an end to this misery. This place has also really helped desensitize me to death, seeing all those goodbye threads ain't for a weak heart.

I've never been more ready.
 
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Boots2Scoots

Piece of dirt
Jan 23, 2025
103
Enjoy your time today brotha and safe travels wherever this road takes us. I'll pack a fat doobie in your honor when I get home.
 
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amomentspeace

Member
Mar 2, 2025
81
Always hard to read goodbye threads. Good luck and have a pleasant trip
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,094
I wish you all the best and good luck! I hope you find peace!
 
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Dante_

Not new
Feb 27, 2025
36
I wish you all the best šŸ«‚, I hope it is peaceful and always remember that there is absolutely nothing wrong with backing out if it isn't time.
 
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zardofan

So very tired of trying
Feb 11, 2025
32
Happy trails to you! Willing to share what you had for your last meal?
 
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waterrrrrrrrrbottel

Experienced
Jul 18, 2022
244
I wish you all the best šŸ«‚, I hope it is peaceful and always remember that there is absolutely nothing wrong with backing out if it isn't time.
The only urges I have to back out is from SI. The rest of me is fully ready! Thank you buddy
Happy trails to you! Willing to share what you had for your last meal?
Mac and cheese with buffalo chicken!
 
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SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
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Hope all goes smoothly and easily and you achieve all you seek. If things change, you know where to find us, if not, we'll find you.
 
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searchingforpeace

Student
Nov 26, 2022
163
Good luck buddy
 
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depressedinsomniac

depressedinsomniac

Member
Dec 29, 2024
78
i am sad hearing you are planning to go. i looked up your history. seems like you have tried different methods but have been unable to overcome si. i too have this issue. What is your reason for ctb? i read partially money? i am fighting hard with si on my end. i don't know how others manage to overcome it.
 
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waterrrrrrrrrbottel

Experienced
Jul 18, 2022
244
i am sad hearing you are planning to go. i looked up your history. seems like you have tried different methods but have been unable to overcome si. i too have this issue. What is your reason for ctb? i read partially money? i am fighting hard with si on my end. i don't know how others manage to overcome it.
Honestly, everything is my reason. I have no place in this world at all. It would take hours to get down to the bare bones of it. SI is different for everyone, and it's really hard to feel comfortable with attempting something. I'm not comfortable with it, but I'm so desperate for the afterlife.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,937
Wishing you all the best. I hope you find your peace.
 
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depressedinsomniac

depressedinsomniac

Member
Dec 29, 2024
78
Are you homeless? Working? i tell myself as long as i am not homeless i should keep struggling. but my mental health is so bad on my end. I am surprised you are so sure now is the time.
 
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waterrrrrrrrrbottel

Experienced
Jul 18, 2022
244
Are you homeless? Working? i tell myself as long as i am not homeless i should keep struggling. but my mental health is so bad on my end. I am surprised you are so sure now is the time.
I work, live with my mom. I know now is the time because life keeps getting worse the longer I wait.
 
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Sbetto

Sbetto

āˆš\____/āˆš\___/āˆš\__/āˆš\_/__________Chill guy
Dec 6, 2024
91
I wish the best and i hope you can be free from your suffering ā¤ļø
 
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depressedinsomniac

Member
Dec 29, 2024
78
well i wish you would not give up. i know in my case pot messed me up and led me here. something tells me you are a younger person. but i also firmly believe you should have a right to end your pain. in my case i suffer with poor sleep and depression. i no longer feel joy from things. do you plan on updating with your experience? video? thank you for sharing about yourself.
 
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Marbas

Member
Feb 20, 2025
33
I wish you the best and hope you find peace from your suffering
 
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Aprilfarewell4

Warlock
Apr 9, 2024
793
The only urges I have to back out is from SI. The rest of me is fully ready! Thank you buddy

Mac and cheese with buffalo chicken!
that's a good final meal. I hope it's quick and painless for you. Good luck.
 
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Permanoir

Member
Dec 29, 2024
83
It's a breath of fresh air seeing a goodbye thread where the person is at peace and confident with their decision. Farewell.
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,038
I ask the spirits that your journey be painless and peaceful. And may what you find next be everything you have ever hoped for and more. I will light a candle for you tonight.

And remember, if you change your mind anywhere along this process, there is no shame at all in staying with us a little longer. Ask for help if you need to. We are ALL here for you. šŸ«‚šŸ«‚ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
40,998
I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
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death_bed221

Student
Sep 23, 2024
152
I hope it isn't painful. I wish I was brave as you
 
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platypus77

platypus77

The roof is on fire!
Dec 11, 2024
231
We are here for you.
May you find the peace you need.
Please know that there is no shame in whatever happens or choice you make.
 
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