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darksoul999

darksoul999

Ready To Enter The Real World
Aug 23, 2026
82
Yup, by this time next week if karma does not fuck me ill finally be free.

This time it feels right, I have had many other have hearted attempts but the timing never felt right.

Perhaps that is why i failed those....

The plan is to leave the house when everyone is asleep, walk 10 mins to a hotel down the street, get a room, pull out the Fentanyl and give it a go.

I have 0 tolerance. I Purchased the highest grade possible to make this work. $245 a gram to be exact.

But hey, what is $245 if it buys my freedom?

Its incredibly peaceful. I even read online they give it too Old people dying in hospice.

Worst case i just wake up in my body. if that happens ill keep trying till i either die or run out.

I booked the room for 2 days so ill have more then enough time NOT to be found.

I just want my soul to be free..

Anyway, ill keep updating as NEXT FRIDAY gets closer.
 
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ZwartHartje

ZwartHartje

Experienced
May 5, 2026
282
I really hope everything works out for you and you'll reach that freedom! 🖤
Just a note of caution, I kept the link to this thread of why OD is usually considered a non-method. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/why-ods-fail-miserably-a-guide.181394/

Fentanyl isn't listed in the table though, so I hope what you have is strong enough to do the trick.
Wishing you all the best and a good journey, and to find peace and freedom! 🕊️
 
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wylcel

wylcel

mimi
Oct 25, 2024
24
Yup, by this time next week if karma does not fuck me ill finally be free.

This time it feels right, I have had many other have hearted attempts but the timing never felt right.

Perhaps that is why i failed those....

The plan is to leave the house when everyone is asleep, walk 10 mins to a hotel down the street, get a room, pull out the Fentanyl and give it a go.

I have 0 tolerance. I Purchased the highest grade possible to make this work. $245 a gram to be exact.

But hey, what is $245 if it buys my freedom?

Its incredibly peaceful. I even read online they give it too Old people dying in hospice.

Worst case i just wake up in my body. if that happens ill keep trying till i either die or run out.

I booked the room for 2 days so ill have more then enough time NOT to be found.

I just want my soul to be free..


Anyway, ill keep updating as NEXT FRIDAY gets closer.
I'm very happy for you 💜 good luck, I wish you the best
 
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darksoul999

darksoul999

Ready To Enter The Real World
Aug 23, 2026
82
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Endstati0n

Endstati0n

"dying is like taking off a tight shoe" - ram dass
May 10, 2026
163
May i ask where you got the fent?
 
EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
2,020
See ya~ I wish you the best and will pray for you~
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,504
Wishing you peace and freedom from this horrible world. ♥️🫂♥️🫂♥️
 

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