By midnight.

[Flawnyx]

I just received the rope. It's 10 metres long and feels sturdy. There is a hook on the far right side of my wall which acts as a coat hanger but it's pretty sturdy as it's hammered into the wall. I initially wanted it to be done a few hours before but the delivery came in late so now I have to delay until midnight or maybe even till 1am. I hope I don't fail. I have gone through multiple hanging videos and I think I know how to proceed to become unconscious fast. I will be using the noose knot with the knot just behind my neck. The loop will be as high as possible to my neck right under my jaw. I do feel the rope might just be a little thin as the circumference feels around 10mm. I really hope I succeed. I can't remain a failure.

 

[fedup1982]

Hanging is an unbelievably awful way to go. Don't do this to yourself, you'll regret it!!! As fking awful as life is, hanging is a lot worse

 

[Flawnyx]

I forgot to mention. I will be using a micro fibre cloth rope. I hope thats good enough.

Hanging is an unbelievably awful way to go. Don't do this to yourself, you'll regret it!!! As fking awful as life is, hanging is a lot worse

A few minutes of pain is better than enduring years of mental and physical pain

 

[EternalShore]

see ya, Flawnyx~ :) I wish you the best and will pray for you~ :)

Hanging is an unbelievably awful way to go. Don't do this to yourself, you'll regret it!!! As fking awful as life is, hanging is a lot worse

Hanging isn't considered a non-method~

 

[darksouls]

I wish you the best, hope you find relief from suffering

 

[fedup1982]

see ya, Flawnyx~ :) I wish you the best and will pray for you~ :)


Hanging isn't considered a non-method~

I don't care if it's on some list or not. I'm telling you. It's an AWFUL way to go, horrendous

 

[Freedomm]

I hope you succeed and that everything goes smoothly, good luck and peace to you.

I don't care if it's on some list or not. I'm telling you. It's an AWFUL way to go, horrendous

I saw the video of a guy doing everything right and didn't even feel anything. He first lost consciousness and relaxed in the loop. If everything is done right, it's even a very peaceful way.

 

[TheVanishingPoint]

Hanging is an unbelievably awful way to go. Don't do this to yourself, you'll regret it!!! As fking awful as life is, hanging is a lot worse

Why do you say this is a terrible way to go?

 

[fedup1982]

Why do you say this is a terrible way to go?

The body fights back and induced complete and utterly unbearable feelings, I've experienced it a d it's really hard to describe in a way that gives the awfulness justice. It's like extreme delusional panicked confusion, I can't explain it but it's the worst thing I've experienced in my life

 

[TheVanishingPoint]

The body fights back and induced complete and utterly unbearable feelings, I've experienced it a d it's really hard to describe in a way that gives the awfulness justice. It's like extreme delusional panicked confusion, I can't explain it but it's the worst thing I've experienced in my life

What type of suspension did you try? How long and how long did it last?

 

[fedup1982]

What type of suspension did you try? How long and how long did it last?

I tried full suspension with an out and partial, I couldn't take it to their final conclusion because it was unbearable. I tried many times, each time I could only take about 20 seconds, I semi blacked out and then SI kicked in and I'm guessing my heart kicked in big time and emergency state of mind, desperate panick while only half conscious, my desperate desire to die was overridden by a primal instinct to GTFO of that situation even though I desperately wanted to die. My bladder lost control on one instance and another time caused permanently numb spots on my body

 

[EmptyBottle]

I don't care if it's on some list or not. I'm telling you. It's an AWFUL way to go, horrendous

I mean yes, it is probably more painful than some of the other methods on the site (eg, one that is... more accessible in the US than most other places), how much more painful... I can't quantify, sorry. Too many variables, and I only have experience with wrapping a sock tight around my neck (2022), that didn't do much and was more annoying than painful.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the peace from suffering you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[fedup1982]

I mean yes, it is probably more painful than some of the other methods on the site (eg, one that is... more accessible in the US than most other places), how much more painful... I can't quantify, sorry. Too many variables, and I only have experience with wrapping a sock tight around my neck (2022), that didn't do much and was more annoying than painful.

Our minds and bodies have evolved to make things that would kill us as unpleasant as possible. The exception are things like drugs that hack our systems to think they're not dying when they are. Unless you can get Nembutal or similar there is no method that can hack the mind and body's natural defenses. Fk life!!!