Bus is here.. seems like this is a goodbye thread (SN)

[Pikashuu83]

I just returned from aquiring my SN and my Antacid. It's time for me. First time in days I am feeling something, anticipation, and sadness. Seems still human huh..

Ill go for stat dosage in a few hours.
Have been fasting for 1 day + (maybe a few beers).

I couldn't go through to write my goodbye letters, I am too tired and too guilty for it.

But. I am at peace now. I have some imagine dragons playing. I am laying around. Things seem in place

I just want to apologise to my kin for not leaving any hint, any goodbye. Goodbyes are painful, I want to live with them, but they don't accept me so what can I do now.

With my uni being busy elsewhere, my dorm is empty at least till the night so I am happy I can be in my comfort zone.

I thank this community for helping me, and guiding me, you guys are the kindest people I have known. I'll stay here and keep you guys informed till I pop.

I am sad, but excited. I guess that's the nature of death.

 

[PDAnnie2610]

Do go without any regrets if you can. You can go or stay and we are here with you.

Peace!

 

[Pikashuu83]

Do go without any regrets if you can. You can go or stay and we are here with you.

Peace!

No regrets ^^

 

[Shivani]

Hope you find peace...

 

[Jean4]

Sending you lots of love. You aren't alone.

 

[APharmaDestroyedLife]

I will say the same thing I said to another member tonight... If you decide to go I wish you a peaceful transition and hope you find rest for whatever has brought you to this point. just as I was brought to tears earlier, this also makes me cry. Anytime I think of someone in so much pain they feel they cant go on, I cry like a little kid. even thinking of my own choice whether to stay or go makes me weep...

All of us here are in pain of some sort and no one will judge you if you decide tonight is not the night, maybe you can find something to hold on to. It looks like your a pokemon fan , try and think of happy thoughts. What was your favorite pokemon episode?. There is no shame or reason to be embarrassed if you decide tonight's not the night. You know there is no pressure from any of us , no one would think you a coward or judge you if you choose to stick around, and If you do get on the bus , may it be a calm and peaceful journey.

 

[Pikashuu83]

I will say the same thing I said to another member tonight... If you decide to go I wish you a peaceful transition and hope you find rest for whatever has brought you to this point. just as I was brought to tears earlier, this also makes me cry. Anytime I think of someone in so much pain they feel they cant go on, I cry like a little kid. even thinking of my own choice whether to stay or go makes me weep...

All of us here are in pain of some sort and no one will judge you if you decide tonight is not the night, maybe you can find something to hold on to. It looks like your a pokemon fan , try and think of happy thoughts. What was your favorite pokemon episode?. There is no shame or reason to be embarrassed if you decide tonight's not the night. You know there is no pressure from any of us , no one would think you a coward or judge you if you choose to stick around, and If you do get on the bus , may it be a calm and peaceful journey.

Thanks a lot my friend, thanks a lot.

Sending you lots of love. You aren't alone.

I wish I wasn't alone friend.

 

[Nem]

Huge ass hugs All the best for an anxiety free departure
Peace/hugs

 

[imstillhungry]

Sorry to see this. Hope you have a peaceful journey. See you on the other side

 

[Sdj]

Hope your journey is peaceful. Glad you had some beers. Gotta have something, right?

 

[littlelady774]

I hope you find peace my friend.

 

[TrailerTrash]

Wishing you peace in whatever you decide ....

 

[Meant2Die]

Safe journey, I hope it's fast and peaceful!

I also don't think I'll leave any letters. Every time I go to write one I just ended up spending pages upon pages trying to explain everything and never feel like they will get it anyway so then I throw it away. It's like I'm trying to explain myself for doing something wrong, like a child. Well Im not a child, I've thought about this for years, and I just don't want to suffer anymore.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

My best wishes to you and that it may be ever peaceful for you every moment.

 

[Pikashuu83]

Huge ass hugs All the best for an anxiety free departure
Peace/hugs

I wish.... Anxiety is building up as the hours passes

 

[Azzy69]

rest easy

 

[zeroambition]

I wish you a peaceful journey.

 

[MaybeMaybeKnot]

I just returned from aquiring my SN and my Antacid. It's time for me. First time in days I am feeling something, anticipation, and sadness. Seems still human huh..

Ill go for stat dosage in a few hours.
Have been fasting for 1 day + (maybe a few beers).

I couldn't go through to write my goodbye letters, I am too tired and too guilty for it.

But. I am at peace now. I have some imagine dragons playing. I am laying around. Things seem in place

I just want to apologise to my kin for not leaving any hint, any goodbye. Goodbyes are painful, I want to live with them, but they don't accept me so what can I do now.

With my uni being busy elsewhere, my dorm is empty at least till the night so I am happy I can be in my comfort zone.

I thank this community for helping me, and guiding me, you guys are the kindest people I have known. I'll stay here and keep you guys informed till I pop.

I am sad, but excited. I guess that's the nature of death.

Sorry you're here, as they say. Thank you for the time you have spent with us. May your passing be comfortable. Please know with are with you.

I wish.... Anxiety is building up as the hours passes

Yes, SI starts to appear at the most inconvenient times. As others have stated, no harm if you change your mind. You can call this a practice run. Or you can turn it up to eleven. Your call.

 

[Pikashuu83]

I started my stat dosage, 3x 10 mg meto popped. 30 mins later I pop my antacid and sleeping pills.

 

[Time]

I just returned from aquiring my SN and my Antacid. It's time for me. First time in days I am feeling something, anticipation, and sadness. Seems still human huh..

Ill go for stat dosage in a few hours.
Have been fasting for 1 day + (maybe a few beers).

I couldn't go through to write my goodbye letters, I am too tired and too guilty for it.

But. I am at peace now. I have some imagine dragons playing. I am laying around. Things seem in place

I just want to apologise to my kin for not leaving any hint, any goodbye. Goodbyes are painful, I want to live with them, but they don't accept me so what can I do now.

With my uni being busy elsewhere, my dorm is empty at least till the night so I am happy I can be in my comfort zone.

I thank this community for helping me, and guiding me, you guys are the kindest people I have known. I'll stay here and keep you guys informed till I pop.

I am sad, but excited. I guess that's the nature of death.

Hey, Pikashuu83. Glad you have some peace. And I'm sad & excited for your journey.

I started my stat dosage, 3x 10 mg meto popped. 30 mins later I pop my antacid and sleeping pills.

Thanks for keeping us posted on your process. I'll be following & supporting.

 

[Nem]

Adios comrade I wish you an anxiety free departure
Peace/hugs

 

[Nyanpasuu]

Hope you find peace and that everything goes as planned

 

[JimFord99]

I started my stat dosage, 3x 10 mg meto popped. 30 mins later I pop my antacid and sleeping pills.

Hope all goes well for you. Have a peaceful journey, see you on the dark side of the moon ... or wherever.

 

[Flora1]

Imagine Dragons.. good choice

 

[JimFord99]

Imagine Dragons.. good choice ❤

I like the dragon idea ...

 

[okaoki]

i hope it goes well and wish you a peaceful exit

 

[Numbtopain97]

Hope you find peace

 

[Lotus1818]

goodbye my dude. i hope you had a peacefull exit

 

[I screwed up]

Hey buddy , it was good talking to u whatever little we chatted on pm. Hope u r at peace now. RIP my friend

 

[Santiago]

Man was last seen 2 minutes ago and he's online so I suppose he is still there