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Sep 30, 2024
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I have done lots of stuff already that I should be grateful for. Visiting my bf in California, work a job that is related to my field of study, own cats, lead part of the Robotics Club. Some stuff I haven't done but would like do are:
- Have a custom house built
- Go to medical school (dream since middle school, if only I hadn't become so cynical and believed that life had value.....)
- Host the Robotics Competition
- Host events with this club that promotes disabilities
- CTB

I wish I could enjoy school more. I hope I am on the right medication to deal with the anxiety I used to experience every day. Olanzapine seems to be working, but I think it impairs my ability to remember stuff. It feels wrong if I have a moment where I am not worrying about something.
 
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sharpiemarker

sharpiemarker

Member
Sep 22, 2024
66
Nothing much that I would like to do lmaoo except to ride a horse but i'm prolly too fat anyway
 
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Lish

Lish

I, too, shall burn
Jun 4, 2024
39
- Write, edit, and publish one full-length novel. Whether fanfiction or original fiction.
- Visit Japan and Ireland
- Have a glass of wine with Maynard James Keenan
- Watch all of Neon Genesis Evangelion & Serial Experiments Lain. I've only seen bits and pieces. They deserve a proper watch.
- Live to see my old cat pass peacefully. She deserves to have me here for that.
- Watch the sun set one last time in the beautiful wilderness

I know my list is a bit impossible but I can always dream.
 
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cohomology

cohomology

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Oct 5, 2024
51
I don't have a bucket list and frankly I don't see much point in having one. After I'm dead I won't remember or think about the things I did on my bucket list. I would have to be more attached to life to have a bucket list.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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I don't have a bucket list and frankly I don't see much point in having one. After I'm dead I won't remember or think about the things I did on my bucket list. I would have to be more attached to life to have a bucket list.
Good point
 
yumeganai

yumeganai

Member
Sep 29, 2024
41
travel and hike in east asia
climb a mountain (idk i've been thinking mt Reiner or Kilimanjaro)
smoke a blunt (i've had the fear of god put in me since i was a child and have never gotten high, i wanna know what if feels like)
tell my friend i like him (delusion because i don't want to hurt him)
 
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AnderDethsky

AnderDethsky

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Oct 19, 2024
108
I think I'll devote the rest of my crawling around in the shell of my meat sack to music, in particular I'd like to learn to play the guitar at a level like this



For me, music is a language that is more powerful and expressive than any human language, and which can be understood from absolutely any country, and which I would like to know better than my own native language.
 
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Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

Enlightened
Aug 28, 2021
1,342
Nothing!
 
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