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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

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Jan 1, 2024
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What's on your bucket list to do? Mine would be skydiving ,traveling, and doing all the drugs but thats probably not going to happen 🤣
 
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Kinasea

Kinasea

Idgaf
Oct 1, 2024
30
Not only do i agree with everything on your list, but a big one is to go out and see the sky without light pollution for me, since you can actually see way more stars. Besides that i mainly just want to finish all the series that im into 😭
 
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daley

daley

Experienced
May 11, 2024
225
@divinemistress36 Whats stopping you from skydiving or traveling?

I have my bucket list on my fridge.
  • It has some ideas of short stories I wanted to write. I will probably erase those from the fridge soon, as I am not sure there is much point in writing those.
  • I wanted to learn to draw faces.
  • I wanted to finish writing some entries in a journal I wrote about breaking up with my ex.
I have been lazy and dragging these on.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
@divinemistress36 Whats stopping you from skydiving or traveling?

I have my bucket list on my fridge.
  • It has some ideas of short stories I wanted to write. I will probably erase those from the fridge soon, as I am not sure there is much point in writing those.
  • I wanted to learn to draw faces.
  • I wanted to finish writing some entries in a journal I wrote about breaking up with my ex.
I have been lazy and dragging these on.
Having to energy to do so. That's awesome :)
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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FireFox

FireFox

Enlightened
Apr 8, 2020
1,919
What's on your bucket list to do? Mine would be skydiving ,traveling, and doing all the drugs but thats probably not going to happen 🤣
@divinemistress36 Do not say that, there is always a way.

ā—Sky Diving is very possible and there are lots of sky diving packages that many places offer. You just need to find a good affordable package

ā— Travelling - ooooh difficult. Select the countries you really want to vist and carefully plan when you want to see them. Do one country at time.

Drugs - All the drugs not possible.
@Pluto Awwwww those cats are so cute. I love cats.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
@divinemistress36 Do not say that, there is always a way.

ā—Sky Diving is very possible and there are lots of sky diving packages that many places offer. You just need to find a good affordable package

ā— Travelling - ooooh difficult. Select the countries you really want to vist and carefully plan when you want to see them. Do one country at time.

Drugs - All the drugs not possible.

@Pluto Awwwww those cats are so cute. I love cats.
Whats on your list?
 
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PepsiBlueWhereAreU

New Member
Sep 22, 2024
4
1- Marry My Soulmate & Have A Kid (lame Ik Also Not Happening Anymore So Thats Fun)
2 open a food truck
wierd 1s
row a canoe in flood waters
fight a black bear
be apart of a team that makes the world record for biggest food
grow 1 of those giant world record produce item
Run With the Bulls
 
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DeathSleep

DeathSleep

Unstable Potato
May 25, 2023
282
Nothing really matters to me anymore. I used to want to do little things like finish a video game that I am playing. But in the end I'm like what does it matter if I don't finish it or that show or movie I wanted to see. Lately I just haven't been interested in anything. Don't think it'll matter much once I'm gone.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
1- Marry My Soulmate & Have A Kid (lame Ik Also Not Happening Anymore So Thats Fun)
2 open a food truck
wierd 1s
row a canoe in flood waters
fight a black bear
be apart of a team that makes the world record for biggest food
grow 1 of those giant world record produce item
Run With the Bulls
Run will bulls and fight a black bear I love it
 
FadingSentinel

FadingSentinel

Member
Sep 28, 2024
22
Swimming next to whales always seemed like a dream to me, but it will most likely stay a dream. But who knows I guess...
 
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nomoredolor

nomoredolor

Specialist
Sep 7, 2024
369
Date someone of the same sex
Visit Japan again
More travel
Read every Stephen King book (I live in Maine USA lol)
See My Chemical Romance live
Watch more anime (I am an anime newbie)
Write a book
Learn more language(s)
Get a masters degree
Be debt free (yeah, right)

Of course this list is at odds with my strong desire to no longer suffer. And I can't afford to do a lot of the list let alone take care of my day to day needs.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
2,337
No list, I've done everything I wanted to do.
 
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nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
884
I don't have one anymore. I used to have a huge one. Anhedonia ate it all up.

The only thing that's on my bucket list now is a peaceful death.
 
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thereisnoone

It’s getting cold
Mar 26, 2024
352
my bucket list would be for when I finally decide to end myself for all of the steps in my suicide to line up perfectly and happen smoothly and swiftly in a way that is least painful and beautiful. Oh to finally be free from this mess
 
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We Are Angels

Student
Sep 24, 2024
116
I want to write a book, a make a webcomic and go to norway at least once. But if it gers bad enough, I will forsake the bucket list without much regret.
 
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Leiot

Leiot

Coming back as a cat
Oct 2, 2024
341
  1. Meet someone special
  2. Visit Ireland again
  3. Have one pain-free day
 
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Jealous Blackheart

Jealous Blackheart

A Well Read Demon
Aug 25, 2023
247
@divinemistress36 Whats stopping you from skydiving or traveling?

I have my bucket list on my fridge.
  • It has some ideas of short stories I wanted to write. I will probably erase those from the fridge soon, as I am not sure there is much point in writing those.
  • I wanted to learn to draw faces.
  • I wanted to finish writing some entries in a journal I wrote about breaking up with my ex.
I have been lazy and dragging these on.
The point in writing them is to write them. I don't think you should erase them because you think there's no point. I'm saying this because I relate. Go ahead. Write them.
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,831
My bucket list:

1. Kill myself.
 
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FireFox

FireFox

Enlightened
Apr 8, 2020
1,919
Whats on your list?
@divinemistress36 More thrill seeking activities because I am a massive thrillseeker.

ā— Go climbing up the Tottenham Hotspur Stadium in London. The football stadium offers climbing packages throughout the year to climb and abseil the football stadium. The stadium is 48 meters high. I would love to do it in early December on a weekend. Seeing vlogs of people do it has made me even more determined to it

ā— Abseil down the Arcelormittal Orbit. The Arcelormittal Orbit is the tallest attraction in the UK and is 114.5m tall. The building is also a slide too. The venue offers people the opportunity to abseil down. The structure is so cool.
https://arcelormittalorbit.com/about/about-the-arcelormittal-orbit/

ā— Travel using the eurostar to visit The Netherlands

ā— Go to Canada to go ice skating at Rideau Canal Skateway which is known as the world's largest Ice Rink.
https://www.reuters.com/world/ameri...km (4.9-,Canada's usually biting cold winters.

ā— See Northern lights in Iceland
 
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athiestjoe

athiestjoe

Passenger
Sep 24, 2024
409
Mine is complete. The final thing I am doing is trying to contribute to this amazing site before I CTB to pay it forward as so many others have done before me. Otherwise, I have all my items checked off. Ready to exit this earth having done everything and more than any one person needs to do.
 
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qualityOV3Rquantity

qualityOV3Rquantity

Experienced
Jul 27, 2024
278
Not only do i agree with everything on your list, but a big one is to go out and see the sky without light pollution for me, since you can actually see way more stars. Besides that i mainly just want to finish all the series that im into 😭
I've done this, it's very beautiful. In the past it filled me with a sense of wonder, but now it doesn't do anything for me. Probably shows how my depression is getting worse lol
 
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permanently tired

permanently tired

it's never enough
Nov 8, 2023
269
Get a cat
Be nominated for a grammy
Visit south korea and japan
 
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zuksmth

Member
Sep 25, 2024
21
What's on your bucket list to do? Mine would be skydiving ,traveling, and doing all the drugs but thats probably not going to happen 🤣
probably go out with drowning
finish studying chem
never had any things i liked tbh
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,319
I'd like to see a few more water related landscapes for the last time- the sea, a river, lake, waterfall. I really want to see The Strid properly.

I want to eat chocolate mochi again before I die. That was to die for!
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
I don't have a bucket list. There's nothing in life that I ever wanted to do. There never will be
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,103
Only to never exist again, in my case I wouldn't ever wish to exist no matter what, I just want a painless death to bring me peace from all the suffering. To be conscious and have to experience anything at all is a painful, torturous burden to me, I find existing to be completely undesirable in every single way.
 
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kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
624
Nothing. I don't know if I've ever done something because I wanted to. Everything I do is an attempt to ease my suffering, and it rarely works. There's nothing I want to do.
 
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memoriesofyesterday

memoriesofyesterday

Member
Sep 24, 2024
94
What's on your bucket list to do? Mine would be skydiving ,traveling, and doing all the drugs but thats probably not going to happen 🤣

I have four magnets on the fridge. They never change.

Just move the magnets Mom.

All I want is the Bear to be in front.

If She could do this, I would never belong here.
 
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