Help brother is getting suspicious

[idciwtkms]

my friend contacted my brother telling him that i haven't been talking to them lately and that they were concerned about me now my brother is suspicious he is coming home 2 days from now i have sn and a lot of it in fact should i just do it tonight or wait till tomorrow to fast and follow proper procedure i have tried my best to act as natural and normal as possible, should i test my sn , it actually looks very legit but the manufacturing for it is 2024 and 2023 since i have 2 of it

 

[rainy.tears]

I don't think this is something you should rush. Are you really certain that you wish to end your life?

You have the SN already, so the option is always there to do so - if you make sure it's well hidden so nobody can take it away. I would take the time to make sure you are certain and be sure to do it at a time when you are able to follow the full procedure so that you minimise the risk of causing yourself pain and potential injury.

Delaying the decision doesn't mean you can't end your life at a later date, even if it could be a bit trickier if your brother is around.

 

[Aflame5926]

dont do rush it. its fine if he finds out that you are depressed. but not for the test

 

[idciwtkms]

I don't think this is something you should rush. Are you really certain that you wish to end your life?

You have the SN already, so the option is always there to do so - if you make sure it's well hidden so nobody can take it away. I would take the time to make sure you are certain and be sure to do it at a time when you are able to follow the full procedure so that you minimise the risk of causing yourself pain and potential injury.

Delaying the decision doesn't mean you can't end your life at a later date, even if it could be a bit trickier if your brother is around.

i am certain i wanna do it as soon as i can i don't want to delay any further i have the antiemetics as well as sn if not today i might do it tomorrow but it has to happen i will probably test the sn today and see if it's good

 

[rainy.tears]

how do you plan on testing the SN? From what I understand SN is very stable so it should still be okay if it has been stored properly.

 

[idciwtkms]

how do you plan on testing the SN? From what I understand SN is very stable so it should still be okay if it has been stored properly.

just a simple blood test ig will have to see if it darkens and becomes brown or not