Discussion Breakdown of reasons why you are suicidal (upgraded post) ?

[henry22]

50% chronic illness
30% career path
10% overwhelming guilt
10% fear of aging

 

[DazaiKinnie]

Curisous to know the breakdown of reasons people on this forum wish to CTB . The total can cross 100% .
Please maintain a descending % order so it is easier to read.

Dummy example:

Mental illness - 60%
Romantic relationship gone wrong - 30%
Financial hardship- 25%
Physical health problem- 5%

Total- 120%

Feel free to add more reasons other than the ones mentioned above.

Mental Illness- 80%
Trauma- 70%
Dysfunctional Family- 60%
Physical Health Problems- 40% (Very low immunity and I can get sick very easly)
Financial problems- 20%

Total- 270%

 

[fruitty]

Curisous to know the breakdown of reasons people on this forum wish to CTB . The total can cross 100% .
Please maintain a descending % order so it is easier to read.

Dummy example:

Mental illness - 60%
Romantic relationship gone wrong - 30%
Financial hardship- 25%
Physical health problem- 5%

Total- 120%

Feel free to add more reasons other than the ones mentioned above.

Career - 70%
Regretting Past Decision - 60%
Romantic Relationship - 30%
Loneliness - 40%
Finance - 50%

Total - 250%

 

[TiGz]

Curisous to know the breakdown of reasons people on this forum wish to CTB . The total can cross 100% .
Please maintain a descending % order so it is easier to read.

Dummy example:

Mental illness

Mental Illness- 80%
Trauma- 70%
Dysfunctional Family- 60%
Physical Health Problems- 40% (Very low immunity and I can get sick very easly)
Financial problems- 20%

Total- 270%

Regret: 40%
Financial: 70%
Mental health: 100% (this is my actual main reason, becuz i will never recover as a proven fact. I'm totally fucked)

Total: 210%

 

[I wish I were a cat]

General mental and physical health 50%

Financial stress/stress of being a wage slave til I die 50%

I just went 50 50 because the financial stress is a mental health thing too technically.

 

[AresCohere]

30% my own inabilities
30% family
30% mental illness issues
10% other crap

 

[Unsure and Useless]

My own uselessness and dislikability*: 100%
The grim possibilities of my future: 50%
Family: 25%
World's current situation: 35%
Regrets: 50%
Unstable relationships: 10%
Grand total: 270%

There's probably more reasons that I want to CTB, but these are the ones I can think of at the top of my head.

*I guess you could consider this mental illness since it's because I'm depressed and anxious that I feel this way?

 

[nebulaz]

Money 50%
Bureaucracy 50%

 

[deadmanwalkin]

BPD - 40%
social ineptitude - 30%
no career Prospects - 30%

 

[TAW122]

Before I start, as usual, I will always stand by the logic of "the reasons are secondary and the act itself (of dying on one's own terms) is primary." But anyhow, here are my reasons:

Lack of the GUARANTEED right to die on my own terms - 100% (ALWAYS)
Hypocrisy of the normies and illogical pro-lifers - 80%
Inability to fulfill certain (personal and meaningful to me) goals - 70%
Injustices both external and internal, and unable to get them acknowledge, but ridiculed, dismissed, or drawing more ire from others just from mere mentions - 50%
Lifelong developmental disorder of Aspergers and autism - 40%
Physical clumsiness overall - 30%
Other misc personal reasons - 20%

Total - 390%

 

[Toy]

Physical health - 40%
Trauma - 80%
Regret - 10%
Financial Issues - 5%
Zero purpose, cannot work - 100%
Not having resources to CTB on my own - 20%
Dysphoria - 60%

Total: 315%

 

[milkofcalcium]

1) Declining health-60%
2) Financial situation-%40
I'm at a point where #2 will ascend into first place soon thanks to #1

 

[brokeandbroken]

70% Victim of a crime/Financial hardships/resulting trauma mental health etc......
30% isolation/lack of friends, family, or natural social support. It's been years I've been alone and I can't handle it anymore.

Between both I'm honestly just completely miserable.

 

[cjb]

Curisous to know the breakdown of reasons people on this forum wish to CTB . The total can cross 100% .
Please maintain a descending % order so it is easier to read.

Dummy example:

Mental illness - 60%
Romantic relationship gone wrong - 30%
Financial hardship- 25%
Physical health problem- 5%

Total- 120%

Feel free to add more reasons other than the ones mentioned above.

Mental Illness- 60%
Chronic pain- 45%
Addict- 25%
Broke- 15%
Lonely- 5%
Total: 150%

 

[Glandular]

Physical health problem - 100 %

 

[TheRottingContinues]

Lack of freedom/control - 35%
Loneliness - 30%
Self-hate - 20%
Depression - 15%

 

[passivethought121]

Bodily Dysphoria: 60%
Mental Fatigue: 50%
Sense and Sensory Problems: 20%
Social Awkwardness: 30%
Physical/Health: 20%
Work/Employment/Money: 10%

Total- 170%

 

[PracheenKaal_00!]

Whatever I've typed is serious:

Uncontrollable facial expressions (getting worse day by day) - 70%
Mentally and psychologically damaging bullying - 35%
Worsening mental health - 70%
Social anxiety - 45%
Losing control of my own mind and myself as the days pass - 45%
Exhaustion from trying to sort out my mental health issues, lost hopes and and lost my will to live - 65%

Total - 330%

 

[アホペンギン]

Mental illness, (horrible mental health, worsening) - 50%
PTSD (bullying from school, abuse) - 60% (Got told every day that I wouldn't amount to anything, which is true, now that I think about it. I also got severe social anxiety from this, which plays a huge role in why I want to ctb)
Tired of living - 45%
Physical appearance (bodily dysphoria) - 65%

 

[SN drinker]

uglyness: 30%
anxiety: 30%
depressed: 25%
skin disease: 15%