Games Boys vs girls counting game

[The Morningstar]

208.
Sorry to hear that.
Been better, but not too bad. Lonely here, too. And I've lost a lot of my old interests, but luckily not all. It's just really hard to care about them, though.
I suppose my biggest concern is this feeling of anxiety that is just on the verge of an attack, but not quite. And I don't really know why.
I have a guess, and if I'm right, it will be a long time before it goes away...

 

[evanescent_eva]

207
Sorry to hear you've been better. What are some of the interests you still have? And if you wanna talk about your guess, I'd be happy to listen, but no pressure of course!

 

[Grog]

208
I'm really happy to see you again Eva!

 

[Dark Moon]

209

 

[darksouls]

208

 

[Redacted24]

209

 

[GlassMoon]

210

 

[Redacted24]

211

 

[GlassMoon]

212 time for bed but still not feeling ready

 

[star.trip]

213

 

[GlassMoon]

214

 

[star.trip]

215

 

[Namelesa Graves]

214

 

[Dark Moon]

215

 

[star.trip]

Good evening @Namelesa @Dark Moon. Im very happy to share this time before going to sleep with you.
216

 

[Vivissa]

215

 

[Namelesa Graves]

214

 

[star.trip]

215

How are you @Namelesa ?

tonight (at least it's night for me) i'm missing eva @evanescent_eva

 

[evanescent_eva]

214

208
I'm really happy to see you again Eva!

Thanks Grog, it's nice to see you again too :3

 

[star.trip]

I was missing you, thank goodness you're here. How are you ? @evanescent_eva

215

 

[Sannti]

214

 

[star.trip]

215

 

[evanescent_eva]

214

I was missing you, thank goodness you're here. How are you ? @evanescent_eva

215

Hi star.trip; I'm doing poorly, and I explain why in the last post on the previous page :<

How are you?

 

[CTB set me free]

215
Do you have ME/CFS Eva?

 

[evanescent_eva]

214

215
Do you have ME/CFS Eva?

I do, and it's partly responsible for ruining my life. What prompted you to ask?

 

[Dark Moon]

215

 

[evanescent_eva]

214

 

[Dark Moon]

215

 

[Namelesa Graves]

215

How are you @Namelesa ?

tonight (at least it's night for me) i'm missing eva @evanescent_eva

I feel okayish at moment cus with sister but been mostly feeling empty now a days

214

 

[CTB set me free]

214

I do, and it's partly responsible for ruining my life. What prompted you to ask?

215
I saw your earlier post where you said you are bedbound. I have ME/CFS too which is why I want to CTB. I've had it for about 5 and half years which most of it has been hell to get through. I tried to CTB almost 2 years ago when I downed somewhere between 200-300 non-enteric coated aspirin and I tried to wait about 8 hours before calling EMS so that they wouldn't be able to save me and I didn't want my family to find my body. I only lasted about 4-5 hours before calling EMS since I was so weak that I crawled to the phone, I figured with ME/CFS I would be weak enough to die by the time they got to me. They gave me a 50/50 chance of survival and unfortunately I'm still here. If I hadn't cared about my family finding me, I could have caught that bus.