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i have some chex mix... it's unfortunately not the cheddar flavor. it's a weird taco blend one? and another bag is a pizza flavored one??? what in america. 🫠
 
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i have some chex mix... it's unfortunately not the cheddar flavor. it's a weird taco blend one? and another bag is a pizza flavored one??? what in america. 🫠
You've given me a taste haha

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haha in america we've got some... surely interesting flavors for snacks. like those toasted turkey pringles 😭
My favorite is probably Lays chicken with spices, unfortunately no longer available. I don't know if my liking for them comes from actual taste or just sentiment for childhood and better times

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My favorite is probably Lays chicken with spices, unfortunately no longer available. I don't know if my liking for them comes from actual taste or just sentiment for childhood and better times
that does kind of sound good... i liked the lays cheddar with sour cream. my weirdest favorite (for food flavored like other food) is the pizza flavored pringles. doesn't taste like pizza in the slightest but it's got an indescribable flavor? dunno. i am NOT advertising these chips well 💀
 
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what are your insecurities about it tho?

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Just generally insecure about my appearance. Excess fat is one of the most prevalent insecurities, probably have developed some sort of light ED because of it, appalled that I still haven't started throwing up my food after eating lol
But I'm slowly getting there, buying clothes and eating less etc
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that does kind of sound good... i liked the lays cheddar with sour cream. my weirdest favorite (for food flavored like other food) is the pizza flavored pringles. doesn't taste like pizza in the slightest but it's got an indescribable flavor? dunno. i am NOT advertising these chips well 💀
Cheese snacks are also very good :)

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Cheese snacks are also very good :)
agreed! oh my word. i eat literally anything/everything that's cheese flavored. or has cheese. i love cheese 🫠 my toilet sure as hell doesn't though.

anyways i just vacuumed my room and i will be taking a nap. i'll be back later! 🫡
 
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Just generally insecure about my appearance. Excess fat is one of the most prevalent insecurities, probably have developed some sort of light ED because of it, appalled that I still haven't started throwing up my food after eating lol
But I'm slowly getting there, buying clothes and eating less etc
522
Do you not feel like you will not be "fem enough" if you are not thin enough? I actually had that issue like that with my transition and felt like I needed to starve myself to be thin enough to be a girl and so developed anorexia. I have managed to recover from that mostly tho. I hope you are able to get past your insecurities. Femboys are the best.

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Do you not feel like you will not be "fem enough" if you are not thin enough? I actually had that issue like that with my transition and felt like I needed to starve myself to be thin enough to be a girl and so developed anorexia. I have managed to recover from that mostly tho. I hope you are able to get past your insecurities. Femboys are the best.

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Mostly yes, I do feel that way, but even when just looking at myself in the mirror, whenever I see any fat on my belly/face (of which there is an appropriate amount), I just get mad at myself for not sticking to a diet/fasting/compulsively overeating. I do not do sports because of both heart issues and just mentally not being in the zone for it, I've tried, it brought me from mentally exhausted to physically and mentally exhausted. I did volleyball for 6 years and dropped it after I stopped enjoying it and got a cardiologist to diagnose me. (Don't worry, the problems are minute and don't affect my day-to-day life, but physical activities leave me lightheaded, dizzy and gasping for air)
Anyway, I just hope that I get a sharper face and a better belly. Going to push myself further and further into restrictions until that happens, then I'm going to start dressing up cutely :3

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