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[leloyon]

225 outta nowhereeeeeeeeee (unenthusiastically)

 

[ijustwishtodie]

226. @Namelesa being stuck in such a restrictive environment is terrifying and is precisely why I only have one attempt at ctb if I were to try and ctb. My environment is already restrictive as it is but it could get even more restrictive and I'd be so fucked. I wouldn't ever have the autonomy to attempt again

 

[leloyon]

225 @Namelesa i can relate a lot. my family often treats me like a kid and doesnt trust me to go to a lot of places on my own. it is incredibly frustrating.

 

[Namelesa Graves]

226
oooo~ I tend to act and look a bit younger too as well! :) not sure if you could tell but yeah! hehe~ :3
I'm sorry to hear that your parents don't let you travel anywhere tho, Namelesa~ even tho you're literally an adult now! >_< so cruel and restrictive! :(

224
I definitely like to act younger and sometimes age regress as I think life is less boring with a more child-like lens but I feel like I can also have the responsibility and knowledge of an adult so I think I should be able to do more things. I have impulsively called the police once to say that I am trapped by my parents but my parents just said to them that I was suicidal so they didn't help me.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

225

 

[leloyon]

224 i sometimes age regress to an extent in that... in moments of stress, it sometimes just feels like im just a kid. im just a little kid and im too overwhelmed by all of this adult shit and this adult world.
it feels like my two states of being are "little girl" and "weary old man".

 

[Namelesa Graves]

223

 

[leloyon]

222

 

[Namelesa Graves]

221

 

[leloyon]

220

 

[Namelesa Graves]

219 For me I normally feel like a young teenager thats lost but when I age regress I become a toddler or young child that's either scared or happy depending on whats happening.

 

[EternalShore]

218
unlike you guys, I don't think I age regress at all~ I just try to avoid the adult poisoning and pollution of others! :) So really, I try to always be kid-like as much as possible~ :) I prefer fun things, not bad adult things! :/ Does age regressing help you at all? :)

 

[Namelesa Graves]

217 it does often make me feel better. it allows me to feel more positive emotions and I just like being able to enjoy more baby-like things through it but it can make me more scared or upset by things. Tho I do wish I had a caregiver so I could feel looked after :<

 

[EternalShore]

216 ah, I understand~ :( I guess I kinda regressed myself~ not in terms of feeling guilt for seeing others do bad things for whatever reason (even tho I had that for wayyy longer, basically stopping me from watching a lot of kids' shows! xD) but of like blood, gore, violence, and stuff~ >_< In that regard, having someone to call one's owner and hold power over you feels really good btw~ >//////<

 

[Namelesa Graves]

216 ah, I understand~ :( I guess I kinda regressed myself~ not in terms of feeling guilt for seeing others do bad things for whatever reason (even tho I had that for wayyy longer, basically stopping me from watching a lot of kids' shows! xD) but of like blood, gore, violence, and stuff~ >_< In that regard, having someone to call one's owner and hold power over you feels really good btw~ >//////<

215 sorry if I misunderstood. what do you mean by being regressed by feeling guilt of seeing something? How does violence make you feel guilt?
I want someone to look after me as I can feel helpless sometimes and want to know I am valued and cared by someone. I want to feel like a child being looked after by their parent again.

 

[EternalShore]

215 sorry if I misunderstood. what do you mean by being regressed by feeling guilt of seeing something? How does violence make you feel guilt?
I want someone to look after me as I can feel helpless sometimes and want to know I am valued and cared by someone. I want to feel like a child being looked after by their parent again.

oh, I'm sorry! >_< I must've said it weirdly! basically, as I grew older, I grew more gore/violence-averse than I was when I was like 7~ :) so younger in that regard ig! xD while at the same time, I felt less guilt for seeing others doing bad things~ so older in that regard! :)
awww~ that sounds nice~ :) I'm sure everyone would like someone to love and care for them and help them when things get tough~ :) idk about you, but I feel like getting a proper husby would be good for that~ :3
214

 

[Namelesa Graves]

oh, I'm sorry! >_< I must've said it weirdly! basically, as I grew older, I grew more gore/violence-averse than I was when I was like 7~ :) so younger in that regard ig! xD while at the same time, I felt less guilt for seeing others doing bad things~ so older in that regard! :)
awww~ that sounds nice~ :) I'm sure everyone would like someone to love and care for them and help them when things get tough~ :) idk about you, but I feel like getting a proper husby would be good for that~ :3
214

I see what you mean now. I feel like I can switch between liking stuff like violent video games to being squeamish about blood, violence and biology. I would want a partner but I have too many mental problems for a relationship such as fear of abandonment :<
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[EternalShore]

awww~ :( I'm sorry~ >_< tbf, I fear being abandoned too~ :( probably not to such a degree as to end a relationship, but I see your point, yeah~ :( I hope you're able to find someone who can overlook that in you and take really good care of you tho! ^_^
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[Namelesa Graves]

211 thank you <3

 

[EternalShore]

210

 

[Namelesa Graves]

209

 

[EternalShore]

208

 

[Namelesa Graves]

207 I am probably be going to bed soon as its 2am for me and I be woken up early tomorrow

 

[foreverlanguish]

206 - hope everyone had a great holiday today!

 

[darkest]

207

 

[foreverlanguish]

206

 

[a great green gem]

205

 

[GlassMoon]

206

 

[darkest]

207

 

[Namelesa Graves]

206 - hope everyone had a great holiday today!

206 this year has been my first negative experience with Christmas but thank you