Suez

Suez

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Feb 27, 2020
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As the thread says, I only bought the SN as a backup. My intention has never been to use the SN. I guess when i got on this forum and saw that everyone seemed to be interested in this method i thought I should probably get some just in case the method I am actually wanting to pursue does not pan out. As it is, its starting to loo like that may be the case. I have always said that I want to CTB by gun, but this method is turning out to be more difficult than I thought, especially because I live in New Zealand and so access to a gun is next to impossible. Im still hopefull that I will be able to access one off someone. Im not about to give up on this method yet because its something that I have set my mind on for a long long time now, so I just cant give up on it that easily. In the meantime I have 500 grams of Sodium Nitrite now sitting on the dining room table staring at me.
 

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Legalizemybody

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Mar 19, 2020
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Are you going to get the anti-nausea prescriptions? Let me know how you do it.
 
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Suez

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Feb 27, 2020
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Are you going to get the anti-nausea prescriptions? Let me know how you do it.
Already have Met at home. I have a veritable chemist at home. The means to CTB several times over. Its just not the way I want to do it.
 
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frostedreef

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Feb 21, 2020
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I live in the US and own a couple of guns. Like you, it was my first choice. But I was never at peace with the idea of any family member identifying me with half my head blown off. I'm more at peace now after completing my rig for the nitrogen method.
 
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Suez

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Feb 27, 2020
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I live in the US and own a couple of guns. Like you, it was my first choice. But I was never at peace with the idea of any family member identifying me with half my head blown off. I'm more at peace now after completing my rig for the nitrogen method.
No you misunderstand. I have the means to CTB by several methods at home including by SN (as of today), but i choose to go by gun. My problem being I dont have a gun. I WANT A GUN. THATS MY PROBLEM. THATS THE ONLY WAY I WANT TO CTB.
 
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Legalizemybody

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No you misunderstand. I have the means to CTB by several methods at home including by SN (as of today), but i choose to go by gun. My problem being I dont have a gun. I WANT A GUN. THATS MY PROBLEM. THATS THE ONLY WAY I WANT TO CTB.
Move to America basically anyone can buy a gun. I'm pretty sure parents buy their kids guns in fact.
 
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Suez

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THIS IS CRAZZZZYYYYY. I remember when i started this thread thinking its crazy, here I am with 500g of Sodium Nitrite and its not even how i want to CTB. So anyway ive put it away for that just in case moment if the method Ive chosen to CTB with, which is by gun, falls through.
However, I have been out most of the day and came how to find a parcel on my front door step. I wasnt expecting anything so took it upstairs and preceded to open it up. FUCK ME IT WAS ANOTHER 500G BOTTLE OF SODIUM NITRITE. And people have been saying here its difficult to come by. When i first contacted the company about the original purchase, they contacted me a few days later to tell me that a mistake had been made and that they had mistakenly sent out Sodium Nitrate instead but that they would contact the Courier company and get them to recall the product. which is what I assume happened. Then a second order was put through this time for Sodium Nitrite and this was the Sodium Nitrite that i received on the Tues that I wrote this thread and that was the picture of the bottle that i received. Im still not quite sure then what this order was that I received today, perhaps this was the original order and that it wasnt Sodium Nitrate and that it was Nitritie all along but has taken much longer getting to me. Either way i have an awful lot of Sodium Nitrite on me now. What a crazy day this is.
 

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ceelo

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May 18, 2020
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Im interested in SN for myself, im not some misery guts im just debilitated with horrible illness, thing is they say it's easy to come by but where on earth do you get it in the UK? everyone states they only sell to businesses and schools. Anyone got any info or help?
 
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Suez

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Feb 27, 2020
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Im interested in SN for myself, im not some misery guts im just debilitated with horrible illness, thing is they say it's easy to come by but where on earth do you get it in the UK? everyone states they only sell to businesses and schools. Anyone got any info or help?
This is what I did. I went online and looked for Chemical companies located in the North of where I live (I live in NZ by the way). I used a line with them, this is essentially the email that I sent them and when I spoke to them on the phone again, the same story, this is it...... I said that I was in the process of trying out a number of curing recipes and I needed to purchase a small quantity of Sodium Nitrite for the preserving process. My intention, all things going well, is to take this recipe into manufacture, which will mean larger and more frequent orders for Sodium NItrite but I will also be requiring orders of Sodium Chloride and Potassium Nitrate. At this stage I have only very basic ideas as to the amounts I see myself needing at least in the next few months) but I will have a more detailed agenda going forward which I will be able to supply to you in the next week or two.. If you could also send me you Billing details I would be very greatfull, Kind regards.....Maybe try something like this. Who knows it might work for you just as it did for me. Ive managed to get two 500gram bottles of SN from them and this was the first time id approached any company. This was the first on my list. Good luck. I should mention. This company also said on their website that they only sold to schools and labs, but I just managed to talk my way around it. I noticed on some websites that some companies required Police Clearance, I think this company may also have required clearance, but for some reason that all went out the window once I had them in conversation,
 
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Suez

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Feb 27, 2020
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Are you going to get the anti-nausea prescriptions? Let me know how you do it.
I actually mentioned how I did this in a post yesterday, as someone was asking how to go about getting a prescription for Meto as they were interested in the SN method and wondering if faking a migraine would be a good way to go. I suggested that perhaps using a more honest approach might work better. I had been to the Dr myself the day before and had asked for a prescription for Meto. I said to the Dr that I had nausea, that was the excuse I gave.

Sometimes its better when your going to the Dr to be as honest as possible with your presentation and why your wanting the medication. (I have included this here partly for the humor factor, but also to be REALLY CLEAR HERE because one particularly challenged individual yesterday thought that by being honest i meant Go tell your Dr that your planning on committing suicide, so could they please prescribe some Meto for Nausea to take alongside the Sodium Nitrite, ) Using "fake migraines" usually dont work as Drs are attuned to seeing people come to clinics presenting with "text book" symptoms to get Opiates etc So going to the Dr and saying Ive got nausea could I please get some Metoclopramide, Ive had it before for nausea and it worked really well.... Using a more honest sounding approach is going to fly over alot easier with a Dr than faking migraines, or other illnesses. Drs receive alot of training in identifying patients presenting with "drug seeking" behaviour, so its best to go in as natural as possible. This is why I have always said when you go to see a Dr be as honest as possible so as not to alert the Dr to anything untoward. Now obvious as this is to most people (I know there is the odd one person here that it isnt obvious too) but when i say be as honest as possible, I use the example above when i went to the Dr myself, I said I was nauseus and that I need a script for Meto because this is what had worked for me before. Obviously I didnt have nausea, i lied, but this was a more believable, a more honest impression. I sat there silent, theres no need to look up google for nausea symptoms & then act them out for the Dr, simply just sitting quiet is all that is needed. Then I said that I had Meto in the past so I would like that again as that worked very well. The Dr was very sympathetic and started writing the script.
 
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Suez

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Feb 27, 2020
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Move to America basically anyone can buy a gun. I'm pretty sure parents buy their kids guns in fact.
Yeh, I would luv to move to the States, Had a great time last time I was there.
 
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