Well we are in the same country so I know how shitty it must be especially when you are young and can't do anything about it.
Believe me you're not missing much, talking to men, especially eastern european ones and especially gen Z, it was a really big stone of my chest when I finally finished high school. I felt like I lead a double life, talking to my colleagues and friends as a mixed group and then having the boys/men (depending on the time period of my life) say vile shit about the girls/women and since I didn't present as my preferred gender and looked like a man, I heard it all. It was disgusting.