Venting Body big burden

[CTB Dream]

Biology body full problem, everyday posible problems occur this enough mak snyone afraid real nightmare, there two option biology body , suffer more option one option two try solve only suffer more endless problem waste time always hospital etc both optin very bad no point, this not tell detail how cruel pain. This body biology wrong better not exist this nightmar having only relief end body. Not want disaster worsen time want say bye biology body

 

[freevoid]

Biology body full problem, everyday posible problems occur this enough mak snyone afraid real nightmare, there two option biology body , suffer more option one option two try solve only suffer more endless problem waste time always hospital etc both optin very bad no point, this not tell detail how cruel pain. This body biology wrong better not exist this nightmar having only relief end body. Not want disaster worsen time want say bye biology body

I feel you. My whole life has been one step forwards, three steps back with my health. Had three new illnesses/symptoms pop up in the last two years, to add onto my existing shit, none of which has ever been fully resolved. Just some things slightly improved. And even then not improved enough to make life enjoyable or bearable oh no - the improvement is going from total hell to slightly lesser hell. Am I lose the improvements the second I stop doing all the things that made the improvements. It's a full time fucking job clinging onto the level of "health" I have now.

I'm just over it. A sick body, sick mind, is the ultimate prison.

Hope you get the peace you deserve

 

[Littlewittlelight]

Yeah really good health is a blessing. Bad mental and physical health is the biggest curse trust me. No fucking joblessness, hopelessness, loneliness can create those trouble. These are just blessings that can actually give way to joblessness, hopelessness and loneliness all. Good health is a blessing. Really need to find peace

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence can certainly be a burden because as long as we exist there is no real escape from ourselves and our thoughts and life can torture us in unimaginable ways. The existence of life in the first place is unnecessary and I see it as being a cruel mistake.

After all in a life like this everything is determined by chance and luck with no limit as to how bad things can get. The human body can be prison like and even when we want to escape we are still programmed to survive. I do believe that the human body is designed to cause large amounts of suffering to humans and this will only get worse with age. To me this is a reason as to why wanting to escape this life and achieve freedom from everything is perfectly rational.

 

[Hollowillow]

Biology body full problem, everyday posible problems occur this enough mak snyone afraid real nightmare, there two option biology body , suffer more option one option two try solve only suffer more endless problem waste time always hospital etc both optin very bad no point, this not tell detail how cruel pain. This body biology wrong better not exist this nightmar having only relief end body. Not want disaster worsen time want say bye biology body

I do self care to improve quality of life while I try to find a way to exit... But I'm scared... I wish I could heal & get rid of home poison...

I wish you could feel better, gentle fluff

I feel you. My whole life has been one step forwards, three steps back with my health. Had three new illnesses/symptoms pop up in the last two years, to add onto my existing shit, none of which has ever been fully resolved. Just some things slightly improved. And even then not improved enough to make life enjoyable or bearable oh no - the improvement is going from total hell to slightly lesser hell. Am I lose the improvements the second I stop doing all the things that made the improvements. It's a full time fucking job clinging onto the level of "health" I have now.

I'm just over it. A sick body, sick mind, is the ultimate prison.

Hope you get the peace you deserve

I so agree... 20 years to feel barely better then I get beaten & hit by a car & poisonned... & Gaslighted
I hope you'll have the relief you deserve too