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hammerhamster

hammerhamster

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Feb 19, 2024
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I've finally realized that, I'm doomed. People will only like you if you're attractive, and unfortunately, I have a face so hideous it makes children cry. There's nothing for me, life depends on how others see you. There's no point in trying to change myself for the better, it's over. A lot of incels, which I'm not, say that it's only women who judge on looks, but men do too. Everyone does. Fuck. All the people I've dated have dated me for money, pity, or whatever else they want. Once I'm no longer useful, I'm back to the insults. I dream about what life would be like if I looked different.
 
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Unbearable Mr. Bear

Unbearable Mr. Bear

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Oh honey, I understand, It is harsh thinking like that and others don't really make it easier. I wish I could do more than just being here and virtually hugging you. *hug* 🧸

Rant as much as you want, let it all out, it's ok, alright?
 
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Hollowman

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I've been called handsome more times than I can remember. My personality got screwed up decades ago and I alwaus get rejected. Nobody wants to be with an empty shell.
 
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hammerhamster

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Oh honey, I understand, It is harsh thinking like that and others don't really make it easier. I wish I could do more than just being here and virtually hugging you. *hug* 🧸

Rant as much as you want, let it all out, it's ok, alright?
Others make it worse. I know my face is bad. Children cry when they see me, people throw things at my face. I've resorted to wearing those surgical masks outside to make it easier for others to look at me. Thank you, though.
 
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Unbearable Mr. Bear

Unbearable Mr. Bear

Sometimes, all I need is a hug...
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Others make it worse. I know my face is bad. Children cry when they see me, people throw things at my face. I've resorted to wearing those surgical masks outside to make it easier for others to look at me. Thank you, though.
That's terrible...do you have something in your face that is deformed? Even then it would not justificate that amount of despisal, but I'm curious.
 
hammerhamster

hammerhamster

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Feb 19, 2024
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That's terrible...do you have something in your face that is deformed? Even then it would not justificate that amount of despisal, but I'm curious.
No. I'm just ugly. My nose is huge, I have horrible acne - one of my eyes are higher than the other. I'm not even deformed, I'm just ugly.
 
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Unbearable Mr. Bear

Unbearable Mr. Bear

Sometimes, all I need is a hug...
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No. I'm just ugly. My nose is huge, I have horrible acne - one of my eyes are higher than the other. I'm not even deformed, I'm just ugly.
It's unfair that people judge first by appearance, and perhaps that's why we find better alternatives online. That said, I can see how terrible it must feel to have so many treat you that way for it. Sadly, a lot of people will, and I can't really change that, but I hope somebody crosses you that doesn't judge you by you appearance, and lets you be accepted. I know that's just wishful thinking, but it's from someone that wishes you well. *hugs* 🧸
 

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