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pepperfarmer

pepperfarmer

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I'm not really knowledgeable on these things, but maybe? The EFSA says that 3 apricot kernels are enough to exceed safe levels, so I figure a whole bag would take out most adults.

I figure the issue would be that it'd probably be very unpredictable... maybe you'll vomit or it'll take hours until you lose consciousness, and then SI kicks in and you call an ambulance. I haven't really heard of people using it as a method.
 
DeathSweetDeath

DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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It's literally on the list of non-methods. Nobody bothers to read the pinned threads?

 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
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Don't even think of it.
Even if someone can produce sufficient cyanide, the death by cyanide is not Peaceful at all. It's very gruesome.
 
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hihi2027

hihi2027

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Jul 29, 2026
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It's literally on the list of non-methods. Nobody bothers to read the pinned threads?

If your pain is unbearable you will do strange things to yourself. Even a nonmethod seems like the only way out a of a very deep deep hole
 
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newhere222

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Aug 20, 2026
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It's literally on the list of non-methods. Nobody bothers to read the pinned threads?

I saw apple seeds/cherry pits on there not apricot
 
DeathSweetDeath

DeathSweetDeath

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I saw apple seeds/cherry pits on there not apricot

My bad. Close enough? Either way, I've read that it's a very unpleasant way to go. I think someone here tried with them & it didn't work… but I don't remember their username at the moment. Is there any reason why you don't want to use a viable method?
 
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newhere222

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Aug 20, 2026
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My bad. Close enough? Either way, I've read that it's a very unpleasant way to go. I think someone here tried with them & it didn't work… but I don't remember their username at the moment. Is there any reason why you don't want to use a viable method?
Can't figure out the hints to get SN or other poisons. Can't figure out fsh.
 
DeathSweetDeath

DeathSweetDeath

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Can't figure out the hints to get SN or other poisons. Can't figure out fsh.

 

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