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sppplmgwiwlkiwbtft

sppplmgwiwlkiwbtft

you see it too. for me, it's always like this.
Jun 15, 2023
59
just turned 19 an hour ago… once again I broke a promise that made to myself a long time ago. another birthday being alive. this year I lost most of my close friends and gained even more weight, now I'm not only schizo but uglier than ever as well. maybe this year I will finally gain enough courage and will overcome my SI and escape. I'll make it my birthday wish
 
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cellar door

cellar door

nox
Feb 17, 2023
39
I actually feel the same, I'm turning 19 soon if I don't do something about it.
 
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nothingtodoh3r3

Member
May 4, 2024
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just turned 19 an hour ago… once again I broke a promise that made to myself a long time ago. another birthday being alive. this year I lost most of my close friends and gained even more weight, now I'm not only schizo but uglier than ever as well. maybe this year I will finally gain enough courage and will overcome my SI and escape. I'll make it my birthday wish
Happy birthday, I hope you find your peace and happiness
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
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I turned 64 on April 24. The woman across the street guessed I was 48. She said she was 66. Still a pretty hot blonde for her age.
 
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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
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Best wishes for your birthday, may things develop the way you want them to.
 
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Finalnight

Finalnight

Cbting 07/03/24, love you all.
Aug 16, 2023
214
I feel the same, I promised to myself 2023 would be my last year and I'm still here suffering the most I have in my entire life, you're not alone
 
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fleetingnight

fleetingnight

incapable of shutting up
May 2, 2024
662
Birthdays are kind of the worst. Whatever happens, I hope you find peace in some way, and feel better soon<3
 
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etherealspring

etherealspring

can someone just kill me already
Mar 27, 2024
281
I'm also turning 19 soon. this shit seriously sucks. I hope whatever you decide to do, you'll be able to find peace along the way
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,370
I'm sorry I'm late but :heart: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :heart:
 
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