Help binding hands during hanging

[notgonnamakeit]

So, I have come to the conclusion that hanging will be the best method for me. I will be doing a partial hang from a pull up bar on a big workout thing my family has had for a long time. My only concern is with SI kicking in, I don't want to somehow undo my position and mess it up for myself, so I'm thinking I'll bind my hands together. I tried it using a belt like this, and it was pretty successful, but I want to get it as perfect as possible. When I used the belt, I was able to get my hands together pretty tight, but still able to escape without undoing the belt buckle which is a major concern. Also, I could possibly use rope to bind my hands, but I'm not sure how to do that since I don't know any knots except the basic one and noose knot. Does anybody have any advice for self hand binding? Is a rope better, or is it better for me to stick with the belt and just make it extra secure on the day I CTB?

 

[Margin3458]

Maybe handcuffs that click in place could work? Otherwise you could try thick zip ties. Even tho I think it might be unpleasant when your SI kicks in and you hang there and you can move your hands, that could lead to immense panic. Or if the attempt is failing you have no way to stop further injury.

 

[notgonnamakeit]

Maybe handcuffs that click in place could work? Otherwise you could try thick zip ties. Even tho I think it might be unpleasant when your SI kicks in and you hang there and you can move your hands, that could lead to immense panic. Or if the attempt is failing you have no way to stop further injury.

The handcuffs aren't a bad idea, although I'm not sure how I would acquire them, I live with my parents (nosy af) and I'm broke as fuck. Zip ties sound good, relatively cheap and could probably find some at a local hardware store. Wouldn't I be passed out before I have the chance to panic? From the videos I have seen, usually the convulsions begin after the person passes out, but I could be wrong. To be honest, I don't even care if I get injured at this point, I'd rather become a vegetable or get some fucked up injury than keep living as my current self, but I guess I can see how that would be a cause of concern for some people. Thank you for your reply.

 

[Afterglow]

what is SI?

 

[JesiBel]

what is SI?

survival instinct (:

 

[notgonnamakeit]

what is SI?

Like JesiBel said, SI stands for survival instinct. Here is an extensive list of acronyms for future reference, I hope this helps.