best place to jump from in pittsburgh? please respond.

[Kokonoe]

jumping is my backup method if fsh is unattainable to me. after getting caught mid fsh as my last attempt it's been really hard to pull off fsh with everything that's been taken away from me and all the surveillance.
my back up plan if i can't hang is that after i go to therapy tomorrow, i'll go straight to wherever my jumping spot is, and jump. the reason to do it after therapy like that is so i have an excuse to be out of the house without causing concern.
i know jumping is a bad method, but it's all i really have. i know it's risky, but my life is so bad now and i'm so desperate that i deem it worth the risk. i just want to maximize my chances of death. ideally i lose consciousness quickly so i don't suffer too much.
the bridge i initially thought of is liberty bridge. it seemed high enough when i was last there. but according to google it's only 44.4 feet above the water. i'm very concerned that that's not enough.
the tallest bridge i saw is the westend bridge, but it's only 66 feet above the water. i only haven't seen the bridge myself so idk how realistic it is to jump from.
which of these would be better? is 44.4 feet ok to jump from? or is it too risky?
please help.

 

[Forveleth]

Rule if thumb is 150ft onto concrete or 250ft onto water for a 99% chance of death. You could easily survive jumping from either bridge.

 

[Kokonoe]

Rule if thumb is 150ft onto concrete or 250ft onto water for a 99% chance of death. You could easily survive jumping from either bridge.

deeply upsetting to hear, but thank you.
i have no clue what i'm going to do, then.
i don't want to be stuck living.
maybe there are tall enough buildings i could realistically get to the roof of? or high enough to at least jump out a window?
maybe i could find a way to hang myself in a park at night or something..
that would raise caution when i left the house but i think maybe i could get away with it long enough to still die..

 

[JoeFailure]

deeply upsetting to hear, but thank you.
i have no clue what i'm going to do, then.
i don't want to be stuck living.
maybe there are tall enough buildings i could realistically get to the roof of? or high enough to at least jump out a window?
maybe i could find a way to hang myself in a park at night or something..
that would raise caution when i left the house but i think maybe i could get away with it long enough to still die..

Yeah this is one of those where I understand the high anxiety of wanting to end it, I really do. It's unbearable.

At the same time, jumping from a questionable height could leave you alive with a ton of injuries and pain. It's so cruel.

But yeah I would make sure the plan is solid.

 

[isthisthingon]

Jumping attempts from one study show a 46% success rate. The lower the height the less success.

 

[butterbutter143]

I don't even live in America, nor have I ever been to Pittsburgh, but do you think the Grandview Avenue overlook would work? If you aimed to fall onto the rocks or railway tracks it could work. It's ~400ft tall, so you'd definitely die and you wouldn't feel anything either.
I'm not sure when your therapy is, but if you go early on a weekday morning or during bad weather like rain or something then there will be less foot traffic. If you do go there after therapy and there are a lot of tourists there, you have to ensure that you act quickly so that nobody can try to stop you.

If you can't get there, there is the Oliver parking garage that is about 120ft tall onto concrete. Ik this isn't 150ft, but if you land headfirst then it could still be lethal. I would definitely try the Grandview Avenue overlook first though. If you want to get over SI, try counting down from 3 and do not pause after 1, like immediately jump once you hit 1. You can practice doing this in your head a few times before you actually get there.

 

[Kokonoe]

I don't even live in America, nor have I ever been to Pittsburgh, but do you think the Grandview Avenue overlook would work? If you aimed to fall onto the rocks or railway tracks it could work. It's ~400ft tall, so you'd definitely die and you wouldn't feel anything either.
I'm not sure when your therapy is, but if you go early on a weekday morning or during bad weather like rain or something then there will be less foot traffic. If you do go there after therapy and there are a lot of tourists there, you have to ensure that you act quickly so that nobody can try to stop you.

If you can't get there, there is the Oliver parking garage that is about 120ft tall onto concrete. Ik this isn't 150ft, but if you land headfirst then it could still be lethal. I would definitely try the Grandview Avenue overlook first though. If you want to get over SI, try counting down from 3 and do not pause after 1, like immediately jump once you hit 1. You can practice doing this in your head a few times before you actually get there.

i'll look into both of those places! thank you so much!!!

 

[bugunmasked]

hey, i'm in pittsburgh too. if you want someone to talk to who potentially feels similar emotional pain & is nearby, i'm open to chatting

 

[butterbutter143]

i'll look into both of those places! thank you so much!!!

Yw!! There are some other places in Pittsburgh like the George Westinghouse bridge but that's really far from all of your locations. A bridge would definitely be more convenient than a tourist location but either way, you should just do whatever is possible for you :3