best place to jump from in pittsburgh? please respond.

[Kokonoe]

jumping is my backup method if fsh is unattainable to me. after getting caught mid fsh as my last attempt it's been really hard to pull off fsh with everything that's been taken away from me and all the surveillance.
my back up plan if i can't hang is that after i go to therapy tomorrow, i'll go straight to wherever my jumping spot is, and jump. the reason to do it after therapy like that is so i have an excuse to be out of the house without causing concern.
i know jumping is a bad method, but it's all i really have. i know it's risky, but my life is so bad now and i'm so desperate that i deem it worth the risk. i just want to maximize my chances of death. ideally i lose consciousness quickly so i don't suffer too much.
the bridge i initially thought of is liberty bridge. it seemed high enough when i was last there. but according to google it's only 44.4 feet above the water. i'm very concerned that that's not enough.
the tallest bridge i saw is the westend bridge, but it's only 66 feet above the water. i only haven't seen the bridge myself so idk how realistic it is to jump from.
which of these would be better? is 44.4 feet ok to jump from? or is it too risky?
please help.

 

[Forveleth]

Rule if thumb is 150ft onto concrete or 250ft onto water for a 99% chance of death. You could easily survive jumping from either bridge.

 

[Kokonoe]

Rule if thumb is 150ft onto concrete or 250ft onto water for a 99% chance of death. You could easily survive jumping from either bridge.

deeply upsetting to hear, but thank you.
i have no clue what i'm going to do, then.
i don't want to be stuck living.
maybe there are tall enough buildings i could realistically get to the roof of? or high enough to at least jump out a window?
maybe i could find a way to hang myself in a park at night or something..
that would raise caution when i left the house but i think maybe i could get away with it long enough to still die..

 

[JoeFailure]

deeply upsetting to hear, but thank you.
i have no clue what i'm going to do, then.
i don't want to be stuck living.
maybe there are tall enough buildings i could realistically get to the roof of? or high enough to at least jump out a window?
maybe i could find a way to hang myself in a park at night or something..
that would raise caution when i left the house but i think maybe i could get away with it long enough to still die..

Yeah this is one of those where I understand the high anxiety of wanting to end it, I really do. It's unbearable.

At the same time, jumping from a questionable height could leave you alive with a ton of injuries and pain. It's so cruel.

But yeah I would make sure the plan is solid.

 

[isthisthingon]

Jumping attempts from one study show a 46% success rate. The lower the height the less success.