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StarsAbove

StarsAbove

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There are too many options. I know a shot gun or rifle are most lethal but im 5'0 and I really dont think those will work. I want a hand gun. I want to be able to practice at a shooting range so I can get used to it because otherwise I am low key kind of scared of guns and wont be able to do it. What gun is deadly, easy to handle, easy to find and buy, and that I could use at a range?
 
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Jonah Byrde

Jonah Byrde

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Sep 4, 2026
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handgun too the head has a 97 percent fatality rate.
 
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ipmanwc0

ipmanwc0

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Sep 15, 2023
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If you're scared of guns I'd personally recommend something else unless you have good reason to because it will make it even harder
 
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Widow39

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Aug 16, 2026
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Any gun is deadly. Now, don't know if I'm allowed to tell here the best compromise low recoil / still powerful enough.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

DeathSweetDeath

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Any gun is deadly. Now, don't know if I'm allowed to tell here the best compromise low recoil / still powerful enough.

You are. And I'm sure a lot of us would like to know the answer.
 
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Widow39

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Aug 16, 2026
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I wouldn't go for a .22 as ofc, like any gun, it's lethal, but the very tiny bullet size may increase the fail chance.

Large calibers like 44, 500, or even 357, 12 (shotgun) are ofc safe but overkill and many recoil.

380 or 9mm seem perfect compromise imo.

Ofc I don't encourage, and even strongly discourage, to anyone to do this 😓 It's just informative

And if you wonder how a woman know so much about guns, my father was a shooter, hunter and gun enthusiast so I learned this since I'm a child, even if I personally don't own any gun and wouldn't chose this method.
 
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StarsAbove

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Jul 25, 2026
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If you're scared of guns I'd personally recommend something else unless you have good reason to because it will make it even harder
I was previously interested in the EB method but I worry about doing it correctly and trying to fight the survival instincts with that one. A gun is easier, more fool proof and faster. Im only scared because ive never handled one.

I wouldn't go for a .22 as ofc, like any gun, it's lethal, but the very tiny bullet size may increase the fail chance.

Large calibers like 44, 500, or even 357, 12 (shotgun) are ofc safe but overkill and many recoil.

380 or 9mm seem perfect compromise imo.

Ofc I don't encourage, and even strongly discourage, to anyone to do this 😓 It's just informative

And if you wonder how a woman know so much about guns, my father was a shooter, hunter and gun enthusiast so I learned this since I'm a child, even if I personally don't own any gun and wouldn't chose this method.
Thanks so much! This is helpful!
 
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seigfried

seigfried

one solar flare will consume so why not?
Sep 16, 2026
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9mm would work good, don't go 22 too much chance you end up braindead.
 
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I was previously interested in the EB method but I worry about doing it correctly and trying to fight the survival instincts with that one. A gun is easier, more fool proof and faster. Im only scared because ive never handled one.


Thanks so much! This is helpful!
That fear can definitely be overcome, and it's normal to be afraid to use something you've never touched before especially something so dangerous

I watched many videos on how to use guns. I'm a bit dyspraxic and not very good with mechanically complex things, so I was planning on getting a revolver since they're the most straightforward to use. I wonder if you'd feel more comfortable with one of these too?

I'm probably no longer able to buy a gun for a while after being in the hospital, so sadly never got to experience buying and shooting one :/
 
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StarsAbove

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Jul 25, 2026
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9mm would work good, don't go 22 too much chance you end up braindead.
Yes, dont want that. Thank you!
That fear can definitely be overcome, and it's normal to be afraid to use something you've never touched before especially something so dangerous

I watched many videos on how to use guns. I'm a bit dyspraxic and not very good with mechanically complex things, so I was planning on getting a revolver since they're the most straightforward to use. I wonder if you'd feel more comfortable with one of these too?

I'm probably no longer able to buy a gun for a while after being in the hospital, so sadly never got to experience buying and shooting one :/
Thanks for sharing your knowledge! I know nothing of guns. Straightforward is best! Are there certain revolvers that are very lethal but lower kick back? Or is the kick back indicative of bullet size and therefore lethality?

Aw that is disappointing, I am sorry if you were really hoping to use this method. I wish you much peace regardless!
Seriously, thank you all so much! It means a lot to me. I want to do this right. I am so grateful for this forum.
 
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Widow39

Student
Aug 16, 2026
140
As I explained, kick back is related to bullet size, so you should go for a compromise with not too much kick back but still good power : 380 or 9mm are good compromise I believe now I also don't want to give too much information here , my goal isn't to teach ppl how to ctb by gun. Again, I strongly advise against doing it.
 
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StarsAbove

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As I explained, kick back is related to bullet size, so you should go for a compromise with not too much kick back but still good power : 380 or 9mm are good compromise I believe now I also don't want to give too much information here , my goal isn't to teach ppl how to ctb by gun. Again, I strongly advise against doing it.
I understand, whatever you are comfortable with. Thanks for info you have provided
 
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