best friend

[bonnieps>]

I've had a friend since 7th grade and we got close because we met eachother at our lowest. I feel we have out grown eachother but I miss her. She has a whole new friend group and is always posting with them. The rare times she would make time for me if we took pictures she never posted them.basically I'm jealous and I hate to be that person. I am attached to her and I've been trying to distance myself but today I cracked and texted her. If she doesn't respond I know I'm going to spiral.