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EyesOfNight

EyesOfNight

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Feb 2, 2024
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I intend to use benzos to just guarantee my method succeeds. I intend to have a final meal shortly before I go through with it.

Option 1:
I play around and do some research into capsules to find one that has a delayed release aiming for ~2h after ingestion. I would then take it before the meal.

Option 2:
I simply take the benzos on a full stomach and hope for the best.

Benzos won't be the primary thing to kill me but just to make sure that my 99.99% chance is essentially 100%. My method doesn't involve the stomach/digestive tract at all so the meal is irrelevant when it comes to that. It would only impact the benzos.

Any input is appreciated.
 
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lack

lack

im sorry for what i said
Sep 14, 2023
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Benzos won't be the primary thing to kill me but just to make sure that my 99.99% chance is essentially 100%. My method doesn't involve the stomach/digestive tract at all so the meal is irrelevant when it comes to that. It would only impact the benzos.
what is the method you plan on using? if i may ask?
 
EyesOfNight

EyesOfNight

the night will be eternal
Feb 2, 2024
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@lack Snorting some opiods. I have 0 tolerance so it'll be most likely lethal on its own but better safe than sorry.
 
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I regularly take benzos and Z-drugs on a full stomach (before bed after eating late yet again...). It does delay the onset somewhat - I find they kick in after around an hour to ninety minutes vs. half an hour on an empty stomach.
 
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@lack Snorting some opiods. I have 0 tolerance so it'll be most likely lethal on its own but better safe than sorry.
Do you have experience with snorting opioids before? I do. Be careful, because overdosing might just give you nausea and vomiting before it induces death. I was snorting crushed oxycodone pills all through December last year, and every time I took a double dose it just made me sleepy, gave me nausea and I puked it out 6 hours later after waking up. I can imagine a big overdose would cause puking even more.
 
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Feb 2, 2024
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I regularly take benzos and Z-drugs on a full stomach (before bed after eating late yet again...). It does delay the onset somewhat - I find they kick in after around an hour to ninety minutes vs. half an hour on an empty stomach.
This is extremely helpful. Thank you very much.
 
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