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I recently got my hands on xanax from the dark web and tried a little bit (0.5-1mg) just to gauge how much I'll need when ctb, as I haven't taken benzos before. I felt a bit sleepy and sedated but also somewhat nauseous. I'm worrying if this will be a problem with SN if I take more, as I don't want to increase my chances of vomiting everything up. I haven't heard this mentioned before on sasu so is it something worth worrying about at all? I don't want to omit the benzos because I think my SI will be too strong otherwise.
 
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Did different dosages make you equally nauseous? Have you tried other benzos?

If they consistently make you nauseous, it's not worth taking them IMO. If you're worried about SI, weed could be a potential alternative (depending on the strain).
 
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