Venting Belittled, Black, and Buried

[Alcoholic Teletubby]

(TW: This is gonna touch on themes of exploitation, racism, etc.)

I've been poking around gore/shock forums for... over a decade now. Needless to say, even in those spaces, one cannot escape the harsh reality of being a part of any minority group. I should have expected some of that to be there, but it just... coexists in these communities. Dead and got a pair of tits? They have to see them. Even the mention of a woman in relation to an incident gets a rise out of them. Pray you're not a cute-adjacent young girl, because you are not off-limits. Indian? They LOVE seeing the population decrease. Trans? Slur this and slur that—the world's better off without you. Then, of course, there's the group I fall into: Being Black.

We really are nothing but our skin tone. Our personhood is often overshadowed by the overwhelming focus on our melanin and what that supposedly entails.

BIPOCs are a special category of people who should be observed for vitriol. I'm not even so upset about that type of response from these communities. More so, I'm irritated by the sheer difference in perception and empathy given. If you're some random White dude, you're really gonna win the most sympathy points. You'll be the one everyone connects to. You're the standard. Us? Please!

I've contemplated it intermittently, but at times, I genuinely believe that uniting and eradicating ourselves would be the most beneficial course of action. No more pain, no more suffering, no more ire, detainment, mockery, exploitation, or being the subject of sexual gratification. Freedom, finally. Freedom from existence. From our history. From everyone. From all of you, because we'll never truly be accepted. Even when we intersect with other communities, our identities will fall under a special spotlight of scrutiny. Fuck—we can't even love ourselves.

 

[Quietist]

I've contemplated it intermittently, but at times, I genuinely believe that uniting and eradicating ourselves would be the most beneficial course of action. No more pain, no more suffering, no more ire, detainment, mockery, exploitation, or being the subject of sexual gratification. Freedom, finally. Freedom from existence. From our history. From everyone. From all of you, because we'll never truly be accepted.

I've seen some black-pilled "feminists" advocate the same thing for women who are tragically awake to the bleak reality of female suffering in this matrix.

As a biracial person, I've often gotten the ire of both black and white people, feeling isolated from having any solidarity with anyone.

But there's definitely a current of deliberate malice and depravity regarding how white folks talk about other people, especially black folks.

White "supremacy" is a shadow of feelings of inferiority. It's all fear-based bullshit. White people are the minority of the world and always have been.

I wouldn't expect a group of them on a shock site of all places to be inclined towards compassion and philanthropy.

 

[Alcoholic Teletubby]

I've seen some black-pilled "feminists" advocate the same thing for women who are tragically awake to the bleak reality of female suffering in this matrix.

As a biracial person, I've often gotten the ire of both black and white people, feeling isolated from having any solidarity with anyone.

But there's definitely a current of deliberate malice and depravity regarding how white folks talk about other people, especially black folks.

White "supremacy" is a shadow of feelings of inferiority. It's all fear-based bullshit. White people are the minority of the world and always have been.

I wouldn't expect a group of them on a shock site of all places to be inclined towards compassion and philanthropy.

That scenario would be even harder to accomplish, because you know what the reactive consequence would be. I'm sorry you've had to struggle with your own identity as a biracial person. I definitely possess a level of privilege, because I've never been questioned in the past on my own identity as a Black person besides how "Black" I may (or rather, not) act, my interests, or my level of knowledge towards our history. But I look to part enough for most people.

I agree with your insight, I guess I didn't expect it to be so... consistent, in their disdain?