wildflowers1996
Mage
- Oct 14, 2023
- 555
I feel really confused about what I believe
There seem to be many reasons not to believe in a loving God (no.1 for me being suffering existing) and I also don't feel like there's enough evidence. I think in general I'm quite a logical, skeptical person
But there's still a part of me that does - I'm guessing it's either wishful thinking, fear, or both?
I think people's "spiritual experiences" can be explained by psychology, but at the same time I can't help thinking it's strange how so many feel the *need* for something spiritual. Like it's hard to see something really beautiful or listen to some music without feeling like it's spiritual?
And I know what a "God of the gaps" argument is.
But there is still so much we can't explain
There is either infinite regress, no cause of the universe, or an uncaused cause
I'm no scientist but infinite regress doesn't make sense to me
So I feel there has to be no cause or an uncaused cause - something outside of time
But that wouldn't necessarily be God
The other thing I think about is consciousness.
We can talk about brain activity, but I don't think we can reduce consciousness to brain activity
If you're blind and learn about light waves, you still don't know what it's like to see yellow - you have the knowledge but not the experience
So - it seems consciousness is beyond the physical
I know unconscious complexity could cause consciousness
But to me it makes more sense that consciousness is caused by something else conscious. That something non physical causes another non physical thing - God?
I feel like I'm just not clever enough to weigh up the arguments for / against God properly but I wonder what other people' thoughts are
Because knowing if God exists is a major thing to consider before I ctb
There seem to be many reasons not to believe in a loving God (no.1 for me being suffering existing) and I also don't feel like there's enough evidence. I think in general I'm quite a logical, skeptical person
But there's still a part of me that does - I'm guessing it's either wishful thinking, fear, or both?
I think people's "spiritual experiences" can be explained by psychology, but at the same time I can't help thinking it's strange how so many feel the *need* for something spiritual. Like it's hard to see something really beautiful or listen to some music without feeling like it's spiritual?
And I know what a "God of the gaps" argument is.
But there is still so much we can't explain
There is either infinite regress, no cause of the universe, or an uncaused cause
I'm no scientist but infinite regress doesn't make sense to me
So I feel there has to be no cause or an uncaused cause - something outside of time
But that wouldn't necessarily be God
The other thing I think about is consciousness.
We can talk about brain activity, but I don't think we can reduce consciousness to brain activity
If you're blind and learn about light waves, you still don't know what it's like to see yellow - you have the knowledge but not the experience
So - it seems consciousness is beyond the physical
I know unconscious complexity could cause consciousness
But to me it makes more sense that consciousness is caused by something else conscious. That something non physical causes another non physical thing - God?
I feel like I'm just not clever enough to weigh up the arguments for / against God properly but I wonder what other people' thoughts are
Because knowing if God exists is a major thing to consider before I ctb