Venting Being ugly is an eternal humiliation ritual

[left0vers]

I'm so sick and tired of this. I'd trade all my belongings and become a cheap wage slave for the rest of my life if only I could get rid of this garbage face I got stuck with.

Always unwanted, always mocked and looked down on. Treated like a fly, either barely tolerated or being actively forced out.

I don't know what I did to deserve this punishment.

 

[Tzrmd]

Dont have anything to say that will help, but know you are not alone.

It sucks

 

[left0vers]

Dont have anything to say that will help, but know you are not alone.

It sucks

Thank you for being real.

 

[internallybeautiful]

im a hideous woman. i have a panic attack every time i look at my face. the realization that theres no hope for me, unless i get surgical intervention just horrifies me. like my fate is already set. the trajectory of my life is already set. it hurts so badly. it's this indescribable anguish, fear, disappointment, shame. i have grotesque features. i wish i was never brought into the world like this, because every day im contemplating ending my life. if it makes you feel any better, im genuinely very ugly. there's nothing attractive or likeable about my face. not even my skin. if you compared yourself to me, you would consider applying to be a model. i am so grotesquely hideous and scary looking. i doubt you're any where close to as ugly as me.

 

[mya_]

It pisses me off that everyone says that looks don't matter etc when that's not true. And I've had the chance to observe that when I myself have had surgery to my face and people treat me differently without realizing xd So that's why I want more surgery tbh

 

[X-sanguinate86]

This world is evil. I hope it gets destroyed.

 

[violetforever]

It pisses me off that everyone says that looks don't matter etc when that's not true. And I've had the chance to observe that when I myself have had surgery to my face and people treat me differently without realizing xd So that's why I want more surgery tbh

can i ask what u had done???

 

[mya_]

can i ask what u had done???

Sure! I had a chin implant because my chin was pretty much non existent and I also had fillers there and on the lips. The difference is big enough that when I go back to my hometown everyone (including my family) says things like "you look so pretty nowadays!" or "you look so beautiful, you don't even look like your younger self" which is crazy in my opinion but validates my vision

 

[cluefixphantom]

Sad to have only bad memories or mostly bad ones. I was never seen as a human. It was always, 'Oh, ugly,' 'r'tarded,' 'dumb,' or they'd make up stories about other 'bad' traits or motives I never even had. They pathologized and criminalized me, my voice didn't matter at all. I don't know why these people are so ill, it's maybe just because they can and feel no empathy, because many of them are normal-looking rich and always have someone who supports them but if you are ugly and poor, there is no one.

 

[singingcrow]

I can't stand that in this world our first impression is only ever seen for our looks

"If only our eyes saw souls instead of bodies how very different our ideals of beauty would be"