Being pushed to ctb

[budbud29]

I've had depression and anxiety, my whole life. I have an ex-girlfriend that is going online and making fake profiles of me and using nude photos I sent to her a long time ago. She's impersonating me online and harassing women and saying disgusting sexual things about their children. This is all over the Internet she's telling people I like CP and bestiality. She's given out my address where Me my mom and sister live. She's making threats to put my family in danger. She has my email address and constantly messages me telling me to kill myself and that all my nude photos will be sent to everyone. All these accusations and fake profiles are literally destroying me and driving me to want to CTB. She's even contacted old friends that were supposedly my friends and one of those friends is harassing me and telling me I like little kids. This all has been so overwhelming. I went to the police already, but they literally did nothing. I don't know what else to do. This is ruining my life and I honestly just want to CTB. I really want to do this tonight. I can't handle anymore of this. I made a post earlier about hanging. Can anyone please give me some advice on how to properly do it? I don't wanna be on this earth anymore. I am in such distress. I know there's nothing I can do but CTB. This stuff is all over Facebook and if you look my government name up the pages that she made shows up on Google. I can't handle this anymore. I just wanna go out peacefully please if anyone has any advice I'd really appreciate it. I just want advice on how to successfully CTB by hanging.

 

[TheHangman]

My first advice to you would be to not let anyone pressure you into anything. If you want to ctb, that is your right, but it must be your decision. If you feel you are being forced, there are other actions yuo can take.

That said, if you want to talk about hanging, feel free to contact me. I may have some suggestions that could be useful. But above all, make you you are the only person making the decision.

 

[interna]

no one should pressure you into ctb. what did the police tell you?

 

[budbud29]

no one should pressure you into ctb. what did the police tell you?

They took my police report and told me a detective would reach out to me. The detective never reached out. I had to call them and basically in so many words they said they can't do much because they can't prove it's that person doing all of this. I said to them you can track IP addresses and they basically said they don't have the time to do that.

 

[Le temps perdu]

I'm sorry you're going through this. Would it help if you posted everything she's done to you? No one has the right to push someone to CTB.

 

[budbud29]

I'm sorry you're going through this. Would it help if you posted everything she's done to you? No one has the right to push someone to CTB.

Yes, we have screenshots and messages and all the fake accounts she made my sister made an awareness page about my ex so people can see what she has been saying and doing online

 

[-Tandem-]

Sorry but your idea to CTB isn't based off of your own decisions, it's based off of your trash bag, evil ex. There has to be some way to stop her, can't believe the cops won't help. They're useless

 

[violetforever]

the last 2 sentences you wrote in the about section of your profile make even more sense after reading this. im so sorry its so cruel whats happening :( im not sure why online issues like this arent taken as seriously even though its become a fact that the internet is a huge part of where we spend our time and lives now.

 

[Night Walks]

Hi, im so sorry this has happened to you man. She is an awful person, and deserves to be behind bars. Please reach out to me if you ever want to talk

 

[fadedghost]

So a few things, before going into technical details of what you should do...

Is she crazy or did you do something awful to her or both? And no, I am not saying that behavior like that is ever okay. I am trying to get a psychological understanding of why she's doing this. ie, is there anything on your part that led to this, ie dumping her in a humiliating way, having sex with her friends, telling her you wanted to get married some day and then were in love and then dumping her and having sex with someone new immediately... none of those things justify this, but it helps to understand what's going on... Is she a drug addict? Is she severely mentally ill? What is happening?

Because there are very specific things you can do... And depending on what is going on may change the equation about what's best to do. (ie, how much would she escalate potentially?)

I also honestly wonder if this is LARPing... not because the story itself is implausible, but because there are 2 pictures of a guy, which don't seem like AI photos, and on the one hand you're going "Oh no, someone is impersonating me online and it's bad! Why can't I have my normal privacy and not be harassed?" and on the other hand you're like "Here's some cool candid photos of me for SaSu... by the way, I am totally suicidal..." You're also posting this in a general area of SaSu where crawlers come and capture the text, and likely use it for AI model training and other things... It just doesn't feel totally congruent to me... Sort of like if a girl said "I've decided I'm a lesbian now" and you went "Want to go to a strip club and see some hot chicks?" and she was like "Ew, I don't want to see boobs." I'm sorry if that was a bad example, but there's something that feels like it may not add up totally... But maybe you're overwhelmed, honestly posted your picture on here as a cry for help, genuinely don't know what to do, and want advice.

If it's all genuine, if you tell me a bit about her... because normal people who are dumped in normal ways usually don't do this... it may help untangle it. But there's tons of stuff that can be done that you're not doing. There are many avenues for dealing with this. Also, what is your financial situation, because that impacts your best approach.